ANTI-TERRORISM & Me
Last edit on 3/15/26. Taking the tiara away from la tierra is true terrorism! This is my story and research pertaining to “terrorism.”
I’ve experienced subtle domestic attack by Trump led forces, as a citizen being targeted by intragovernmental abuse of technology. Before I explain the technology they are using, I must explain what led to it in the past. Cleve Backster (1924-2013) was a C.I.A. “interrogation specialist” that is most known for inventing the lie-detector test (polygraph), and founded the Backster School of Lie Detection. However, he also studied the consciousness of plants and “remote viewing” (of which people in the C.I.A. are trained to learn). He found that if he put sensors on a plant, and thought about cutting that plant from inside a different part of the room, the plant sensed the intent and produced chemicals similar to fear; he essentially proved Extra-Sensory-Perception (ESP) is a legitimate experience of life- but we are not taught about it in public schools (as of yet). When sensors are connected to a plant, it’s vibrations can be used energetically, not only as vegetable oil gas, but as living plant power:
Screenshot from: Forensic Psychophysiology
In a previous post, I talk about ESP, or more specifically, “telepathy” in regards to “subconscious micro-aggressions” embedded in language design. However, although language forms can inspire cognitive behaviors, the actionable intent of people can override those sequences of influence (gravitational pulls of the individual conscious vs the consciousness of others). In a response to a specific technology being tested and used on Americans and other country’s people, deemed unfit for the current administration’s preferences of citizenship or allyship, we need to start using this technology for peaceful activism and ethical community organizing instead. We must resist evil. This is not the first time I have been targeted, along with many others, by the Trump administration. In 2017, some people within the C.I.A., the Defense Advanced Research Projects agency, and the Air Force, were using drones to “psych people out” and inspire mental health crises in specific targets.
That was not the first time a government agency has been used to inspire “insanity” within citizens that question or disagree with administration narratives. I learned this also from the documentary, Mirage Men, where former C.I.A. agents explain how they purposely made a guy “go crazy” and think that “aliens” were after him, when in fact it was government employees affecting his “intelligence” and what was “central” to his cognitive functioning. Anyways, I distinctly remember a drone using sonar biosurveillance to detect me and then used a type of barometer-led weapon to change the natural state of my brain wave functioning. It wasn’t exactly mind control -but they did manipulate my perception, so it seemed like I was hallucinating. At the time, I was about 22 years old and I did not know what was happening to me, I honestly thought I was schizoaffective (so did the mental ward), while my age and drug-use had amplified the obscurity of being caught, making what I was already going through worse.
I was a perfect target for them (since I was under the influence sometimes, it was easy to blame my drug use on all of my mental health problems, when that was only one aspect of many different dimensions of what was affecting me at the time). I was also an actisivt clearly against Trump, and I felt racist/sexist Japanese scientists trying to use halographic reiki weapons for the US, as if the neo-nazis were giving me a taste of the future with subtle attacks to me, and even worse to others I cared about. Nowadays I am totally sober, so I’m a harder target to affect. When I was hospitalized for my “mental health” in 2017-2018 I had no idea what DARPA was until a whistle blower mental health technician at the Aurora mental hospital admitted to me that she was studying “epigenetics” and her boyfriend worked for DARPA. When I got out of the hospital, I looked up what DARPA was, as I had never heard of the agency before that tech hired to “watch over the milieu” of the mental patients, had mentioned it.
Part of issues like this is that they select specific targets and not others, to make gaslighting much easier. For example, they don’t target trusted people surrounding their targets, so those people think that the target is “going crazy,” or has other issues causing their mental distress, and if the victim brings up that they are a government target, they are often gaslighted (usually by family or friends) because their trusted people are not experiencing being targeted in the same way as the affected person.
This version of the administration is different now, and here’s why: A.I. and deep-faking people’s consciousness. If tech has the ability to read brain waves (which some of it does) with secret sensitive detectors (not publicly commercially sold- but used privately in the military), and when wifi waves are basically everywhere in dense metropolitan areas, (induction charging or Bluetooth; connection without wires), our cognition could be affected by those who can manipulate waves even more now (some people tried to ban 5g towers due to health concerns). I use camera covers as much as possible for this reason, and I’m not on Meta platforms anymore.
Can the good balance the evil?
In 2017-2018 I lived in 5 Points Denver, a historically Black neighborhood that’s marginalized residents are too often targeted (when I was still on FB and not using camera covers), and I was also diagnosed with“neurosyphilis; a complication of syphilis that can cause hallucinations and other severe neurological symptoms, which may improve with prompt treatment.” However, it felt like my diagnosis was being used to cover up what the Trump admin was testing on people so there would be an excuse on record to protect them in the future, and now they are targeting youth and adults against him with the same sort of tech. I was at Eastside health clinic at the time.
This article further explains how A.I. is influencing dreams. If you start questioning your pre-sleep dream is being affected, lucidly connect to your surrounding and see if you can hear a low humming noise from the sky, or hum to yourself rather, to change your own frequency- and try to give feedback or “talk back” to the mental signature (with Ajna आज्ञा but not Vishuddha विशुद्ध). Use your own Mantra (vocal), Yantra (visual) and Tantra (movement/energy) to take back the gravitational pull of your own dream-experience; the roots of your behavioral cognition- sort of like that one SpongeBob episode. Don’t talk to yourself like “a crazy person,” even if you are trying to astrally protect yourself; because it’s easier for people to categorize you as “schizoaffective” if you cannot control your reaction to subconscious frequencies. I used to have issues with controlling my comprehension and emotions, but I have grown, recent studies have found that the “adult brain” does not fully take shape until age 32 (University of Cambridge).
This is why prayerful “protection” spells are popular for people to use, because prayer affects cognition -but they should not be used for the manifestation of violence; too often we make the mistake that “the best defense is always having thee most intensely hurtful offense” -to scare the enemy off, or make them look crazy, or divide them from the groups that care for them, or make them think that others need to be divided from the group (again, a form of looking crazy that I have accidentally fallen for before). I’ve accidentally assumed a person is a counter protester, and some people have assumed that of me, but I’ve since learned to control my perception and reactive emotions. Trying to control who belongs and who doesn’t by covering up indigenous roots will kill the whole planet eventually, and Trump ignores that truth with pride, along with his ignorant and/or creepy people that support his internment camps.
Information Authored by Andrea Pitzer via Degenerate Art: Building the Camps
We can all use our advocacy to stop those camps and that’s a fact! The Governor of NM signed a law that forbids police from working as ICE agents, and even some Republicans have been able to stop the build of camps in their states (Pitzer 2026). As I mentioned earlier, I have also telepathically communicated back to surveillant invasive signatures, to “demodulate” their modification with my own energy (see the link I posted latter about the barometer), I’ve felt a deep fake energy in my own subconsious, and we must evolve into the intelligence to discern these tech signatures, and true signatures. I have indicated that I know they are trying to induce in me paranoia, self-hatred, and assumption. Again, I suggest sliding camera covers, because sometimes those with ability to hack your camera to spy if they suspect you are a threat to homeland security/ICE, or actively try to influence your behavior by viewing you (or your kids). This is also why I recommend Faraday materials, to stop wifi signals from affecting space.
Infrared is easy to block (walls/water/copper/tinfoil-hats)
It’s almost similar to voodoo; they have your pictures/videos through biosurveillance (face readers/fingerprints). In fact, I know my own father has done this to people, having had an E5 level military background, trained as psyops for a Kuwait mission, pretending to be an Australian to test their loyalty around the time Julian Assange released the thousands of classified docs on Wikileaks- and others who’ve revealed what they did in the military:
Information from: PSYOP Equipment Systems
Information From: Understanding Surveillance in the Digital Age - Blinks And Buttons
I deal with enough self-loathing from my natural white-guilt complex (something I wish my adversaries had the humility to find within themselves), thus another reason they see me as an easy target (emotionally sensitive and loyal to the United States, not simply America itself). I feel so bad for all the other people who don’t have this ESP knowledge, those who seriously think they are going crazy, or know they are being messed with but cannot properly explain why they think that; being deemed as “crazy” or “mentally ill,” as I was for most of my life so far. I also feel bad for victims of faux “Humanitarian Assistance.” I talk about this topic more in my review of “The Revolution Will Not Be Funded,” but in short, there are many fake nonprofits that pose as aid organizations. From the American Red Cross posing as the Red Crescent Society (who were in charge of hostages in Palestine), to the many “save the children” organizations that are sex trafficking youth through tourism, and “volunteering abroad” schemes that favor rich foreign kids over the native people of the area:
Have you ever had a random app download onto your phone? It’s somebody trying to surveil you, and it happens to me way too often -and as soon as I see them, I uninstall them immediately. Not enough people are educated on security culture, especially those who grew up in public education, and people gaslighted me for years about what I was going through, even after Ed Snowden exposed the NSA. It was easy for them though (since I was struggling with addiction and diagnosed with several diseases), but I promise you, my discernment is on point when I know that my weaknesses were being used against me. It’s a principle of warcrime, to exploit the weaknesses of your enemy to boost yourself:
Information From: The Art of War by Sun Tzu - Chapter 6: Weak Points and Strong; https://suntzusaid.com/book/6
English code is limited in its land-gauge design to explain sovereign mindfulness,since it’s been specifically crafted to control people for a monotheistic, monopolized, “economy” (no-competition capital/ol-ism) and for using biblical religion, instead of ecology, as a cover for the greed and weaponry that enforces a low competition capitol/al-ism(are we agreed/a-greed, or in a common accordance?). Warcrime specialists will use their allying-languages for encryption density, because they know this. Other cultures have different forms of language when associating with cultures that are dependent on race/wealth more than on the truth of humanity’s ethics. Language formats vary in crafting the explanation of certain mental health complexes depending on the context, without having to use extra gravity/energy towards decolonizing multiple layers of consciousness.
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I know myself and those I love will be targeted for explaining what’s going on, as these mind-altering weapons are being used to protect a sick narrative of nationhood -instead of for healing our common humanity, and for upholding our species with the best ethical evolutionary pathways. Ethics is not religion, it is the expectations we set for ourselves to be respectful, peaceful, loving, healthy relatives and members of society. Religion can influence ethics, but they are not the same thing (unless your religion is ethics itself). Nobody is perfect at upkeeping ethical standards- the instinct to control sometimes has me caught up in name-calling, yelling too loud now and then, or acting rough out of frustration- but I have the intuitive humility to admit my wrongs and do everything I can to transform out of those patterns and not make the same mistakes I did in the past. (☊♏︎♎︎︎)
I’ve made some mistakes in the past for sure; having unhealed trauma from my upbringing- but I have sought to truly transform my behaviors significantly over time, but what remains is my will to seek why the collective love of life has been so distorted for & by humanity, and why my fathers have been taught to exploit to the extent that work and sex is more important than family. I was such an ignorant youth- it’s embarrassing. I sought acceptance from peers more than normal, especially from the boys (now men), and I’ve finally realized that some of them will never accept me, just as my fathers don’t whole-heartedly accept me (birth, step, and grand). They’ve tried to teach my brothers and child to not to accept me too, even to the extent of hurting and threatening my child when he/they were only 3 and 4 years old. They’ve called me “racist against white people” and “anti-men,” but I’m not saying all Euro languages, or all men have a consumeristic greed complex,English was/is used to control the narrative of Euro people under Kings prior to it being used for the same on other cultures all over the world, now for ethnic-economic reasons more than anything.
Of course, not all parts of language are created equal, it would be impossible to read if it was, because all the symbols and letters would be the same. That’s why we call it Language Arts -and we argue if art styles are allowed to change or not, despite newly invented word-hybrids and communication tools that reform them anyways. I’m questioning the way we gauge the designs of natural hierarchy, both in language-mental/social systems, and in economic/material ones. As a queer white woman, I’ve been very greedy at many points in my life, especially as a youth & young adult (I am currently 31 years old as of this 2026 scry).
I had trouble honing in on myself, and I let creeps hone in on me, and my father did not mind what I chose to do to myself out there with strangers, because the miliscary didn’t teach him any different; he didn’t know better to stop me since his girlfriends were sometimes the same age as me or a bit older/younger. I didn’t learn healthy boundaries as a kid, and neither did my fathers, who’ve learned to trample the boundaries of people through intergenerational miliscary training- since the start of America. I was taught to follow my desires instead of my heart, because my father’s heart was broken by his dad, who would physically and emotionally abuse him, descending from an American Revolutionary War Captain, and the men before that. Where did it start for the “him” of my being? I’ll never know/no -be this a great mystery that I pray to stop preying on me- may “he” show mercy, transformative justice and restorative direct action.
I will say, my fathers seem to benefit from selfish privileges more than I have, while even worse men have benefitted from their exploitation -those they don’t advocate against enough. They were simply taught to be so-called “self-sufficient,” even if it meant being selfish (narcissism). I wasn’t taught self-sufficiency, but it was expected of me anyways, and I was selfish and hurt others and myself -until I realized that there’s no true beneficiary in that. Humans should want to learn a language art for the beauty of it, not simply because it’s an economic imperative or imprisonment. Humans should learn security culture, not only to protect themselves, but to protect our species as a whole, other species, and the whole planet, to cure diseases for healthy futures. I seek to be a role model for future generations, so they can grow up to learn what (re)volution truly is: when mind, body, and spirit is balanced in the most ethical way- when the most natural state of being is creatively thriving in its strongest form.
Not strength as in having control of the most lethal weapons- but strength as in the responsibility to wield or recycle them; to inspire optimum health. True power -not faux power.
Is there a nation where we are in a united state with the common “denominator" of humanity’s basic needs; the common accordance to feel safe, to have clean air, water, and soil -to be nurtured? However, when a denominator, or “denomination” is a religious preference, or refers to the most populated “race” category- rather than the natural denominator of basic needs as a species and planet- then a nation is forced to believe that the common denominator is their religious or racial/ethnic right, instead of humanity’s necessities for protection- for defense of species; interdependent on planets. Not for a specific section of a species (racism/sexism/ethnocentrism). This language is blind-fold founded in biblical references, but we also assert the separation of church and state -or do we? I talk about this in my Autoimmunity & Autophagy article.
Humanity’s natural will is being controlled by governments, instead of being guided by them. Big brother is not supposed to be a bully. but too often that big bother is, and they’re not being redirected enough otherwise. If one cares for religion or race more than their own species, they are making their species sick; mutating on their own path of dissent, literally, making themselves into a separate mutation of humanity- instead of evolving as a whole, together, united. Narcissisms, greed, and violence are the main culprits of this cognitive behavior steering our species away from itself and its best, healthiest evolution. For they steer us into nationhood over ethics, in toxic mutations (muting other nations of humanity). It’s not simply about “going up” -it’s about “growing up.” Mature people acting insanely immature, normalizing bullying, pedophilia (very immature), and greedy behaviors, continues to kill our world (toxic adolescent minds that solidified in adulthood).*The gravity of ignorance winning over the gravity of truth, is making our evolution a toxic occurrence, instead of a whole-planet journey of species interdependent-adaptationary health; a force of good. *That, my dear reader, is true terrorism.
What about the tierra-isms and the tiara-isms? How do we dethrone the tear-ore system?
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