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The Englitch Research Proposal

This is an actual research proposal draft for a capstone project in a masters degree program, possibly to be conducted if funded in the future. (Last edited on 7/21/2025)

English Design Bias and Supplements to Improve the Language Art of Peace

Master of Science in Social Enterprise & Innovation via Nonprofit Leadership Program

By: Paxen-Athene Landyback
University of Denver - College of Professional Studies
June 2025

Abstract

  This study investigates how implicit biases embedded within English language structures, often operating as 'language proxies' for subconscious microaggressions (Haseltine 2025), impede the development of ethical communication and normalizes societal narcissisms and discontent. Language forms could be hindering moral balance within our species, by affecting our cognitions in a way that distracts us from formulating healthier patterns that encourage peace. This study surveys a stratified population of 400+ English speakers about their perceptions upon learning from educational videos about English language history, global and social impact, as well as proposed techno-ethical shifts regarding its structural influence. Results will be measured according to the pre-survey, and each educational presentation's survey responses, in correlation with the participant demographics. Further research seeks to enumerate the study of peace-making through subtle shifts within language-communication, artificial intelligence ethics, behavioral health, and for programming social dynamics for the future of curriculum and law.

Introduction

  This study hypothesizes that the historical development and current usage of English, as influenced by colonial contexts, may perpetuate systemic biases contributing to narcissistic and ethnocentric patterns within global and local cultures. How can ethical priorities be integrated into language formats, while assessing how psychosocial belief systems relate to phonetic and semantic frequencies (Fischer, Scheepers, Myachykov 2023). We search for indicators of behavior dependent on subconscious formats within the language, by analyzing the participants’ psychosocial cognizance of English’s communication influences, and what happens to their cognition when presented facts about English history, it’s global position system, and supplements to design bias. The presented edification intends to respectfully aim at a sequencing that integrates culturally respectful acknowledgments of local & global exchange, for future planetary design schematics that are more unified, and paradoxically decentralized, with “Cross-Linguistic-Capability;” an ever-evolving based on trends, ethical patterning system (Zhihong 2022).

  From the standpoint of linguistic anthropologists… only by studying variation can we identify similarities and differences to arrive at more robust generalizations and consider potential universals” (Chernela 2023). Professor of Black Feminist Law, Kimberlé Williams Crenshaw, invented the term “intersectionality,” so we can describe the dynamic associations between the concepts of race, class, gender, and other individualized characteristics and their real-time interaction with one another in our society.” Crenshaw evolved the English language with a new word to explain a psychosocial and political situation. People of color have been inventing adaptations to evolve the Latin-based languages ever since they were forced to use them, making new words and language cultures, generating the diction of AAVE-Ebonics, Chicano, and other forms, as well as popularizing the words of their ancestral languages.

  Further, if we are expected to be created equal, then the merit within European and American studies is just as scholarly as the “knowledge assets” of any other ethnicity’s studies’ merits, without hiding the truth of exploitation, genocide, and slavery, while assuring their active power in what defines knowledge (Government of Canada 2024). This study hypothesizes that colonial English currency has a design that supports a systemic narcissism of supremacist and ethnocentric influence on both global and local cultures within the Americas and beyond, and that speakers and learners of English can change these format structures to become less harmfully-biased, and more peaceful over time. Remedy suggestions include implementing ethical adjustments to the language currency (such as what AAVE does), as well as promoting multilingualism, with the goal of an increased communicable clarity of experience when defining pieces of peace in the world. The study’s research question is:

How does the current English language art-design affect psychosocial cognition after we educate participants on English history, format-impact, and systemic global positioning -and after we offer potential remedies to edify and substitute its tactical design to improve both local and international peace?

Literature Review

  The term “raciolinguistics,” invented in 2016, inspires this research to subtract harmful bias with innovative tact woven into the engagement of the ways we use language. Topics about how language and race affect each other, such as code-switching and transracial dialects, are a part of how language is a social process re-made daily by the participants using it (Alim et al. 2016). Each participant has the power to undo hurtful language patterns and create or engage in antiracistlanguage tactics (Kendi 2019). We can learn to break from the assimilationist politics of the past and a move toward abolitionist frameworks of the future (Alim 2023). This work seeks to further the discussions of what cultures are going to influence planetary evolution on Earth and beyond, and what roles the “white” race and language are going to play in Afro-Indigenous Futurism?

  Before raciolinguistics, there were scholars such as Benjamin Lee Atwood-Whorf, who studied the Hopi, Maya, and Chinese languages in comparison to Latin-based ones (especially English), explaining how their structures vary and thus their worldviews, as cultural root cause communication patterns that influence the way people think and act. Whorf was a mechanical engineer before he studied his passion of language design and cognition, as he often compared language to a social machine (Whorf 1956). Similar to the likes of Rupert Sheldrake, Nick Anthony Fiorenza, Julian Assange, and Suchir Balaji, Whorf was a mathematics-based scientist before/while integrating the values of social science, as they’ve all woven their numerical mechanistic-physics knowledge with the energy of pyscho-ethical research. Their work has ultimately benefitted the planetary peace for humanity- and they have all been attacked for seeking ethics instead of greed.

  When cultural showdowns base themselves off religious, political, and ethnic assumptions, instead of “universal” patterns of truthful evidence that evolve our collective health, we get unnecessarily cognized away from our species common truth by greed, ignorance, and lies (Chernela 2023). If we focus on negotiating peaceful deals instead of genocidal lies, we will prevent intergenerational trauma, narcissism, and revenge. Languages change over time, as cultures of land-gauge influence each other and shift with new inventions and intentions. For example, there are many words from Native American Tribes that’ve become part of the American English language, such as “moccasins,” “cashews,” “guacamole,” “yankee,” “hurricane,” “persimmon,” “squash” and many more (Alt 2024), while this list has the potential to grow over time as investments in language restoration integrates with technology (Proof-Reading-Services 2021).

  Another observation is that “white people” sometimes speak in Ebonic, Chicano, Gaelic, and other Indigenous vernaculars. People have discussed this engagement of colorful cultural communication patterns, either as “appropriating” those cultures, or by having an “authentic art appreciation” of Black, Indigenous, and Chicano+ cultural communications (Petrov 2021). There are both harmful and helpful aspects to using a variety of cultural language formats to define what is normal in society, while this study seeks to identify levels of discernment for this phenomenon. Since language is an amalgamation of how the land has been gauged over time, it proves the history of an inextricable process of creating collective communication patterns through both harmful enforcement and integrational peace. If a language hurts somebody that is speaking it, and a different culture’s vernacular and language culture makes them feel healthier, but offends people of that culture, then a discussion on what is healthy communication, what is ethnic dysphoria, and what is social reparation needs to be addressed.

This study seeks to find proof that cultural communication modifications to English are evolutionary adaptions for indigenous, non-English ancestry identity interdependence, creative cultural development, and a unique recognition of efforts to engage in a restructuring and transformation of schools and society, which dismantles the foundations of white supremacy that schools are built on,” changing academic curriculum to reduce the discrimination upon ethnic vernaculars, and co-create language; as communication seeks common unification. Further, these new conceptualisations of language itself connects language struggles to broader networks of power, racial capitalism, showing us how the foundation of language is connected to the root causes of our community-based thinking patterns, preferences, systemic economic trends, and our empathic cognizance (Cushing 2022).

  This process has also been titledLangCrit,” a word invented by Allison Crump, to explain the research of discerning language as a noun and “languaging” as a verb; to be critical of how language as action affects racial or gender loyalty and discrimination, in a spectrum of harm, defense, or celebration (Crump 2014). Henry Louis Gates Jr. (another early founder of raciolinguistic study), affirms that Latin-based languages, especially English, created the concept of race to further divide our collective evolution as a species. He explains “race” as a “metaphor,” and that it has no essence as a thing in itself, apart from its creation by an act of language,” emphasizing language as a sociopolitical tool used to assign definitions and ideas to physical realities. This study seeks to understand how this process can unethically characterize collective and cultural cognition patterns depending on format and use, and how we can improve the collective and cultural language design systems to prevent both subconscious, psycho-social harm, and economic harms.

  Further, the study surveys people about their view on a second language requirement in the United States, to promote and increase intelligence for global and local diplomacy and peace. In many other countries, English is taught as a required second language as per education policy (University of Winnipeg), so those countries can better negotiate the economy for their people, considering that the U.S. is the world’s military pinnacle. The potential for “English-dominant” countries to attempt multi-lingual perspectives can boost peaceful cognizance, but they tend to consider it an “economic set-back” that divides us instead (Padilla 1991). The countries that require English as a second language do it for survival in the global trade system- not only because they want to exclusively know English in of itself, but because they need resources provided through the protection and opportunity involved with having English-speaking freedom. Even in higher wealth countries such as the U.S. and U.K., evolutionary adaptations to English are being poorly criticized, such as the use of African American Vernacular English, as it’s recorders have noted that while AAVE has achieved greater visibility and acceptance in recent years, it still faces challenges. The dialect continues to be stigmatized in educational and professional settings, where speakers may be penalized for using “nonstandard” English form (AAVE 2024).

  Finally, new technology is attempting to secure easier multilingualism and more ethical language use, such as teaching A.I. programs to help us with communication, promoting the creation of new words, integrating words from other cultures, having accessible translation services, and using blockchain software in multiple languages to increase investor trust, and to keep multilingual receipts of transactions, for a comprehensive explanation of economic debt between countries (Zhihong, Tan Yan 2022). Sadly, ethical A.I. regulations and inventions are being denied by the same systems that benefit from toxic centralized supremacy. This is also aligned with the Bitcoin based Space Property discussions as well, as per the Eros Project concepts, and the language of law itself (Nemitz, 2013). This study seeks to educate participants on English history and its global control through subconscious and economic design, in attempt to reveal the consciousness that crafted its spellings, and offer remedial practices to shift the way English spell is casted, so war can be sought to mitigate climate pollution challenges (Phillips 2021), healthy evolution for the sake of our future generations, and to focus on a never-ending prayer to achieve our species’ planetary peace.

Methodology, Consent Factors and Risks

  This project is a quasi-experimental, phenomenological case study, using both qualitative and quantitative data gathering that will be processed through descriptive and inferential statistics to assert the findings. The systematic investigation shall remain true to respect its participants’ autonomy and protection, for the beneficence of language progress, researching innovative remedies for psychosocial health, improving artificial intelligence programs, and increasing local and global peace within communication exchange. The population being studied is English speakers, and the sample size will be at least 400. Participants shall be chosen through a stratified selection process.

  Surveys will be crafted and conducted via Qualtrics software that integrates videos, and the study will take approximately 2 hours+ to complete. First, participants will be asked about their demographics, awareness, perception, and opinions about the English Language and its psychosocial effects in their lives by using a pre-survey. Then, they will be presented with several short educational videos on English History, its various cultural designs, its global position system, and remedies to harmful bias. After each video presentation, there will be a survey that will follow, measuring the participants’ perceptions, emotional experiences, and opinions regarding the presentation.

  The questions will study the latter variables related to the participants’ psycho-social health statuses, and the potential influence that English constructs have on them, to see how their perspective on the English language changes (if it does) after each video presentation, and if they find the supplemental intervention concepts in the last presentation and survey as appealing remedies, or not, or if they perceive that they have no effect. Questions will include both quantitative scales and qualitative text entries, to gain a full representation of participant perspectives. Other variables to be analyzed in the study include how participants’ demographics correlate to their responses, such as their race/ethnicity, gender, economic status, religious and political preference, and if they are multilingual or not.

  Confounding variables may include the participants emotional state prior to taking the survey, as they could be having a “bad day,” or the weather could be causing them dysthymia, which might affect their responses. Another confounding variable could be the demographic misinterpretation asserted by a participants’ racial perception, compared to their racial experience. For example, a visually dark skinned or “black” person could select “white” as their race, due to their perception, rather than their epidermal experience. Unfortunately, having met a census worker that came across an individual who did this for their “race” status choice in the census, proves that it does sometimes happen. This type of demographic issue could also happen with sex and gender identity and experiences if not clearly defined.

  Also, due to the online format of the study, the participants could be distracted by whatever is around them in where they are taking the survey. To mitigate these possible confounding factors, there will be a clause for participants to read, asking that they identify their racial demographic based on their epidermal experience, and to select both their gender identity and sex identity (having transgender, transexual, non-binary and intersex selection options). We will also ask them to complete the survey at a time when they are feeling emotionally stable, as rested as possible, and comfortable enough to complete their participation in a quiet place with no distractions, and ask them to complete a mood-rating scale before and after the session. Another possible confounding variable is that the population of English speakers and learners is massive compared to the very small percentage of 400 people sampled in this study, of whom are only America-located English speakers. If further confounding variables are discovered after submission, they will be noted and updated to the authority’s permission of this study as soon as possible.

  It shall be disclosed to participants that the study may take several hours to complete, and that they may be exposed to new information that could affect their emotional experience, as the survey itself will be trying to measure those experiences, so that it may find changes within the participants’ psychosocial health perceptions. It shall be disclosed that the identifiable private information regarding the participants’ responses will not be shared publicly, while the goals and procedure of the study will be explained to them, so they may choose to proceed with informed consent. If a grant is awarded to conduct the study, participants would be compensated with a gift card for their valuable time and energy, while the offer of compensation may influence them to participate at a higher standard of quality, due to the promise of payment. 

  The probability and magnitude of harm or discomfort anticipated in this research will be no worse than what’s ordinarily encountered in daily American life, such as the performance of already established, routine psychological examinations or tests (National Archives 2018). However not all psychological tests are the same, and as noted latter, there is a potential risk that a slight increase of emotional distress upon participants learning new information may occur, but shall not exceed to extreme levels of danger regarding participants’ health. Another risk includes the banning of “Diversity, Equity and Inclusion” materials and ideology by the Trump administration and some U.S. states. Although not exactly specified as “D.E.I. work,” this research effort is to further the beneficence of future trends in the sectors of communication and language, social psychology, education ethics, local and international relations, the psychosocial roots of narcissism, as well as the conflict and peace studies.  

    This study takes after the similar intent and statistical methodology conducted in Fischer, Scheepers, and Myachykov’s More is Better: English Language Statistics are Biased Toward Addition research analysis, such as using t-test and ANOVA calculations to study trends. Their study focused on how language reflects cultural preoccupations not only via the overall frequencies of words, but also via how words pattern together with other words.” However, they analyzed word programs for their data samples, while this study will add to their work by instead surveying human participants who review educational presentations, of which will cite the work of Fischer et al. along with many others.

  To process the data, a contracted firm experienced in social statistics, shall calculate the data, and the findings will be presented in the study’s concluding report, which will define how the well the research question was answered, how the findings’ impact can be applied to society, and how future researchers can build off the collected information for further investigation. Graphs of data and examples from participants will explain the data visually, and quotes from participant narratives will be featured to enhance the visibility of their experiences. Finally, the goal of this study is to find connections between English phenomena and its speakers’ social psychology, to improve communication ethics structure, with a focus on cultivating global and local peace by changing language tactics and implementing accurate and safe artificial intelligence, law and translation programs.

Researcher Positionality

The hypothesis is informed by the author's personal experiences, such as ethnic dysphoria, intergenerational privilege and trauma, and their perception of self and several languages -while it’s also extensively supported by the existing literature they’ve synthesized regarding psychosocial language health issues. As a visibly white woman, when the author talks in a deep African accent, people would look at them funny, or assume they are racist, crazy, or jokin’ around. When the talks in American Ebonics, too often people assume they uneducated or a criminal- due tah stereotypes (both claims based on actual experiences).

Being that they have an emotional connection to the study, there is a possibility of bias within the surveys and video presentations conducted by them. The author tries to mitigate this by citing as many references to other works related to the research as possible, so that the presentations are not solely based on the author’s works, but on the research of many. The author gives minimal information about the presentations and survey contents in this proposal, as they only mention some basic presentation topics, but intends to explain the surveys and presentations contents with more detail and clarity in future presentations and throughout the edification of this research proposal process.

Although the author does not have sufficient ability to conduct the study’s statistical requirements, they do have grant-writing and reporting experience, so they may possibly be funded to hire a legitimate statistics firm that has experience with social-sciences research data, and so they could offer to compensate participants (not the author), of which would aid the quality of this study. Finally, the author also puts themselves at risk for political targeting by proposing the study and by citing their own work in the study, wherein study participants could also potentially target the author through the study’s presentation citations and outreach email. Within the consent documents that explain the study to participants, the author plans to include rights and responsibilities that the participants have in the case of risk exposure, such as “Know Your Rights” briefing.

Conclusion

All in all, the goal of this study is to transform the way we use English and multilingualism in order to foster a stronger peaceful intelligence for our species. It is not to cause harmful cognitive dissonance, but instead to nurture a clearer visibility of ethical choices and privileges regarding language participation, education, and the evolution of collective communication patterns of health and harm.  

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THE EN-GLITCH STIGMATA

Last Edited on 7/9/2025. A well researched essay and opinion prelude to the Englitch Research Study Proposal.

Following a seed roots-growth into its full phase, results comprehending the pathology of a birth to maturity system-sway; how things have bloomed, or could have bloomed otherwise -if we had simply listened to the indigenous side. When seeking to catalyze- a transformative shift into a glowing vitality, re-cognize the “root causes” of our realities; initiating a clear address to work from, towards incredible rez-solution.

Prior to scribing this, I was pondering my curiosity of seeds infinite, and found myself virtually into an articulate, about plant reproduction lit… The winds & animals trans-communicate pollen to new germination points; plants regifting themselves to nature’s purpose they anoint… Once pollen is in contact with a flower, it’s carrier, whether a bee, moth, or the air- enters a plant’s shaft, absorbing the essence heir, into a womb of seed creation- later blasphemied by white-supremacy’s toxic colonization. This shaft is similar to a male’s reproductive exit, and a female’s reproductive entry at the same time! In Latin/English, it’s called the “stigma” of a flower’s body-sign; the entry to the “pistil,” where the “style” carries the pollen to the plant ovary, is where the seed grows into being:

Anti-Life Rhetoric via Englitch

Why is this trans, anti-binary, yet perfectly intersex, part of the plant called a stigma? In a cultural-construct pathology, the word stigma has been used as a means of a biblical shame in a subconscious, or literal-undercurrent. Yet, for the first few months of being a fetus, we are all intersex; made out of a sperm and an egg equally, until DNA cells further divide. Some people remain intersex the entire time unto birth and throughout their lives. This study suggests that the affect of plastics & other chemicals from our global industrial systems are causing a physiological result that increases the amount of intersex birth designs in people:

Intersex is not going away until humans are extinct

Despite this article using language that says this is a “toxic” occurrence, it could also be interpreted as a sign from nature, asking us to remember the design of where we come from; to reroute ourselves back to the root cause & structures of our humanity, to redress & re-formulate the cultural lie of binary-only existences- so we can find the peace in our humanity to clean up our planet, and strive for a truthful & thriving kinship between us. Intersex births have always existed, despite the current increase of their prevalence. Gender Studies proves this, as it is a combination of Biology (scientifically researching the development of sex & gender), Sociology (scientifically researching gender and orientation), and the History, Language Arts, Anthropology, Religion, and Political Sciences that are associated with these Bio-Social realities.

Some intersex (or hermaphrodites) are forced into a disability lens by others whom refuse to understand them, or convince them that they are disabled. Some intersex babies/children are forced to undergo surgery, due to their parents or society being unwilling to raise or accommodate for intersex human beings, and some of those people have health problems after being forced into surgeries and/or a single gender. I met a person like this in a Disability Politics course in college, whom was surgically forced into a single-sex aesthetic that she did not want to have as an adult. She said she feels like a “Ken doll” because her reproductive organ nerves are somewhat numb, due to the surgery she was forced to have as a child. She’s technically a born-intersex human, and in adulthood a trans-woman, with a surgically imposed penis that she did not ask for, and as a child was forced to undergo surgery to have. She told me: “I wouldn’t identify as disabled, but I believe my body can be read through a disabled lens. A cripped understanding of sensation and pleasure.”

Sex is a spectrum; hence gender.

Being born intersex is not a disability unless we make it seem that way, it’s a natural occurrence that disables the cultural lie & harmful construct of there only being 2 genders, when there are genetic variations that make sex a spectrum, and thus gender. Although it is true that there are only 2 parts that form a fetus (egg/sperm), they do so equally, as all fetuses start out intersex, and then either further divide more into one sexual form more than the other, or stay intersex. Africa in particular has always had a high amount of intersex births and has suggested interventions pertaining to their existence as people- especially against enforced surgeries on intersex children/babies. Some see intersex people as a blessing, some see them as a curse. Those who choose the peaceful route of nature, and wish to honor the intersex children just as innocent and deserving to be themselves as any other child, must defend them from forced-sex-surgeries and forced gender-identity laws. Androgyny exists for a reason.

Some “genetic counselors” suggest selecting a sex for “gene-therapy” in couples seeking to have children (that can afford genetic counseling). The point of gene-therapy is to edit out diseases, but they are also making designer babies to allow other forms selection. If designer babies were affordable for all, some people would chose to carry an intersex child. Editing genes to prevent the occurrence of arthritis or cancer for example, is editing for health- but editing genes for a very specific type of person to be born via sex, height, skin-tone and so on- is another thing of our future (for the wealthy, mostly). The Latin term of “stigma” in association to the intersex reproduction of plant/animal/human biology through linguistic deviation, appoints the beautiful, natural phenomena of intersex symbolism, to a “diseased” or “disgraceful” socio-cultural assignment that toxic-colonialist terms have divided us on, as we can see in its definitions:

Researching the etymology of a plant’s “stigma” before it developed that moniker through Latinization, the majority of indigenous languages found this occurrence to be a part of Earth’s foundational existence- but the way this language ties it to identifying as a societally “cursed” object in marginalization, imposes an unforgiving order of definition(s) that are related to a cult of religion, instead of a re-legion to a perfect balance of elemental, planetary peace and nature’s biological truth. If that born-intersex transwoman’s parents and doctors simply let her be an intersex human, she could’ve been able to feel her sexual-reproductive nerve endings naturally- although her parents had the funding to change her, she did not want to be changed! It was a waste of money.

Her story is similar to Elon Musk’s estranged daughter, Vivian, a transwoman that was disowned by her father because she simply wanted to be accepted as herself. Transgender & Transexual people deserve the right to pay for their own healthcare for their preferred identity, but I personally do not want to pay for their care with my taxes. Their existences advance science & surgical practice, like growing a womb out of a transwoman’s maternal DNA, so she’s less likely to reject surgery for example- or using stem cells to grow body parts. However, trans-sexual surgeries are not there yet, and there are too many de-transition stories I’ve learned about to support insured sex change surgeries, while insurance companies deny de-transition surgeries.

At the same time, innocent intersex children are being forced into sex-surgeries that also give them issues later on in life. The insurance companies simply want money, but if they accepted de-transition surgeries, then there would be more pushback transition surgeries to begin with. While people are dying of hunger, homelessness and disease around the world, who deserve to be cured, educated, and housed so their basic needs are met. We should tax the rich to help the poor, but if we cannot agree on how to be rich, or how to help the poor, war must prove the most ethical side in the strongest most evidential ways that we possibly can. It’s like “all lives matter WHEN Black Lives Matter too;” so in the context of gender, “all lives matter WHEN women/girls/boys aren’t being trafficked, raped, starved, groomed and genocided.”

People should be allowed to be homosexual and have to think they need to be the opposite sex in order to be accepted, like some transgender people do (not all). Hormones are different than sex surgery however, and somewhat easy to make and extract from herbs, while they’ve proven to support many transgender people (but not all), which is why in Canada and in some U.S. states, hormones are covered by public tax-funded healthcare. Sex surgery is too in some places, but it has been proven to be more risky and more expensive. We could be eradicating pedophilia and building schools in Africa run by Africans in reparation, advocating to protect intersex babies, and investing in sustainable futures instead of investing in sex surgeries that too many trans-sexual people have regretted.

Pedophiles should be more illegal than they are, but some are trying to justify them having a disease they cannot control, when in fact controlling their thoughts and their urges is possible. These people trying to justify pedophilia on the IT2sLGBAQ+ spectrum is making the spectrum look unethical, when not all of us on the spectrum agree with pedophilia. This removed Ted Talk tried to justify pedophilia on the spectrum as an orientation, and these Far-Right Christians tried to use the video to make it look like all gay people are like that; the lack of discernment is horrendous. If we give them the “I’m sick and can’t get better” ticket that a diagnosis gives, than child molestation/porn will never go away, since pedophilia is the root of all that. We must intervene further than diagnosing them. Science should be advancing therapies, surgical interventions, and serving the poor with vaccines, food and other medicines. Yet, the wealthy refuse to do these things efficiently due to uneducated ignorance, misinformation, and especially, greedy expenditures on unnecessary toys, weapons, and other consumeristic systemic narcissisms being normalized (like pedophilia).

Anyways, words carry energy through the weight of their phonetic sound when spoken, as well as through the impact of reading; internal inspiration & imagination, projecting into speech, art, song, body-language, and meditative-self-talk. The collective association of a word, and the individual translations, are always in some debate of interpretation (words ~ wards). War is often too confused & disillusioned with the mutation of self-defense that proclaims an (evol)utionary offense. Genocide is an offensive action of narcissism’s so-called “self-defense,” but it is not for the defense of our basic needs nor our species’ interdependent peace & healthy evolution together (genocide causes species’ mal-mutation). The only offense of a life-saving vaccine is a poke; minimizing the pain that could ensue from the diseases it defends from. War is often the excuse for genocide, but war is not an accurate enough diagnosis for the root causes of these evil conditions- greedy narcissism & toxic industrial complexes are.

True war is for the beneficence of our evolutionary health; a survival of the fittest in mind, body, and spirit, in a holistic balance of loving power, not a love for power, of which takes much wisdom to comprehend and act-u-ally practice in the world today. War should be for the survival of the world’s fitness, not for one or a few species’ fitting their over-materialized self-obsessions and toxick desires upon the world.

war ≠ poverty; greed causes poverty.

war ≠ genocide; war is a faulty excuse for genocide, it is not genocide.

war ≠ evil; war is blamed by evil, as the name of war is stolen for evil’s cause.

War is a strategic effort of winning, but how far does it go until it turns into something else, such as evil’s genocide, poverty, and disease? That latter is evil winning the war, when can war win for world peace?

While reading an insightful book called Mind Managers by Herbert Irving Schiller (a dedicated professor of identifying media manipulation tactics), I learned about Edward Bernays; nephew of Sigmund Freud, co-initiator of the Council of Foreign Relations, and author of various books. I read the book Propaganda, by Bernays, and concluded that his writing seems more of curse than a inspiring revelation, despite its brute honesty:

“The conscious and intelligent manipulation of the organized habits and opinions of the masses is an important element in democratic society. Those who manipulate this unseen mechanism of society constitute an invisible government which is the true ruling power of our country. We are governed, our minds are molded, our tastes formed, our ideas suggested, largely by men we have never heard of.” -(Bernays, 1928)

Are we the assets to the elephant in the room? The asses/donkeys gave Don the keys- no? The actual animals, donkeys and elephants, don’t usually fight in reality, they work and live for their families, while some humans too often curse them, imprison them, and torture them. Thomas Nast made up these animal based political cartoons in the mid-1800's.

Donkeys gave a Don the keys?

Bernays played a role in the United Fruit Company’s insurrection of Guatemala- stealing fruits from their rainforests & trafficking them to the U.S. He was also named (the faux) “father of Public Relations,” because he was instrumental in defining the systemic division between “private” and “public” entities of the “law,” when the employment sector of “public relations” was born- which is now one of the most popular industries in the world (that did not exist before Bernays). He also worked to market a false feminine movement for cigarette companies in the 20’s & 30’s, tying women’s suffer-rage to the ability to smoke carcinogens & stolen tobacco:

Our species is paradoxically smart & stupid!

1920’s Campaign for Smoking via Women’s Health

Every blow-up’s got a backfire; taught pains do not have to be sought in the same harmonies in which they’ve been sowed- because rhythm changes through resonance, like systems change through revolutions.

When the term used for common-accord, is “a-greed” (agreeMent), we are using psycho-control tactics exploiting the hive mentality for private industry- not respecting the private parts of people in whole. To have a common accordance, is not always greedy- but this language makes it seem that way within the phonetic fabric. The New World Order (NWO) was to “sanction” technological forms as more sacred than those in control of them. Both cyberhacks & mindhacks are increasing in our national and personal security systems, be it doses of bad karma or a good dharmas waiting to be set free- we shall see. Actually, act-u-ally; with any personal presence of ancestral truth- what other spells of these spellENG’s have we cursed ourselves & others with, truly? In Sanskrit, a vocal set of words is called a mantra, a visual symbol is called a yantra, and the physical embodiment of action is called tantra, but their conceptual purpose is to cause lifeforms evolutionary rejuvenation in benefitting the future of life, not for disease or regimes of displaced caste for the sake of faux power, fame, lust and greed.

Pazabilities Healingual

Englitch Flyer by Paxen

The egg came before the chicken like instinct came before intuition. Some of our species have been mal-mutated by the overdeveloped instinct of self-defense (narcissism), and others strive to unite their instinct(s) through developing their adaptive intuition (comprehension); evolution. The words thyme and time; always growing, but for who- thy or me? The words “mine & mind,” is a selfish format of consciousness; to phonetically tie “mine” to the base of comprehensive empathy & creative potential (mind), subtly enforces an energy of narcissism & industrial complex (mine), as it also relates to the mining industry & entitlement, alongside the caste of “learning more” (displayed on the flyer).

My terming of English as En-Glitch comes from a place of being inspired by the slang that BIPOC people made as an adaptation within languages, due to being forced to both learn, unlearn, and revive through creative expression and a necessary resistance for cultural survival. Be it only the squiggle of an “S” that separates the word cure” from curse” in this form of language… The “S” is visually in tact with symbol of “$” — the caduceus, yet this symbol has also imposed massive global poverty & diseases, going against the very root of its cause; to improve health systems for the masses with the trade creation of wealth (rather than improving mass-wealth at the cost of the masses health- the people’s dignity & thrival).

First, we whites did it to ourselves through witch-burning and “hate-red” (attacking the Irish, Scottish, and Scandinavian forms of “Europeans”), and then wee did it to rest of the 4 direction-poles of race-color: to the Hindus, the Native-Indigenous of the Americas, Africa, Australia, the Philippines & other Dark-Asiatic & African Islanders, along with sections of the Middle-East (Yemen, Palestine, etc.)- causing a mal-mutation of narcissistic personality disorder growing generation after generation, based on a “white” racial construct, supported by religious & monetary excuses, and fueled by weapons of mass destruction, which has been proven to perpetuate mass systemic illness for our species- not evolution.

A mass peace upon us; end weapons of mass destruction!

One of my artworks from the early 2000’s

Anarchy Cat Art by Paxen


While “white,” in this language (land-gauge), is phonetically synonymous with “right, fight, might, sight, blight, bright, shite, kite, bite, smite, and light” among others… but not all forms of “light” are “white” -that’s a misnomer, for we see many forms of color, and some animals happen to see/sense many more/different spectrums of color than humans can. When we see green trees, bugs see rainbows (that’s why some of them love eating poop because what looks brown to us looks like a highly nutritious meal to them).

Being “white” per se, does not denote to the unevolved human, but using our “race” in a self-obsessive, supremacist way, dividing it from ethnicity, and linguistically (thus psycho-socially) having it rippling that effect physically and economically, is devolving the human species away from collaborative adaptions, beneficial interdependence, historical truth, creativity, and “in general,” a healthy united state of humanity with the Earth & outer space.

Who is “in general” position of the planet’s army? The plan-E.T.? The plan-it?

En-glitch isn’t anybody’s indigenous language in fact, even England had other language forms in pagan rule. English is a appropriation allowed by the Latin (Southern European) land-gauge, with Anglo-Saxon-Jute and French, and a few indigenous words mixed into it, used for their common-unification of a rulership, through monarchal subconscious terminologies to uphold Rome (and certain kinds of “romance”) often using anti-earth stigmata, enhancing a narcissistic reign to explore outer space, while causing acid rain & other pollutions, without a true acknowledgment of the ecological roots that our capital resources are being extracted from, and how they are part of interdependent structures.

There were & are albinos in every type of race- sometimes sacrificed in pain, and sometimes married into tribes… They were & are also especially “rare” in human trafficking commodity (along with the intersex people); sold as a special fetish. Not all whites are the same, as not all more melinated peoples are the same, as not all sexual and gender identities are exactly the same. Gender comes from sex because sex itself is a spectrum, from small to large reproductive parts, to having both chromosomes and intersex variation- which is why we also have a variation in gender identity spectrums, sociologically based on the naturally occurring biology.

Orientation and “oriental” are similar, naturally gearing preference to Asians, socio-subconsciously. Similar to enforced binaries in race, to be-in-lack (b-lack), red with “anger,” or yell-”ow”-these are linguistic and cultural-racial biases to further colorism spell-ENGs. However, to “yell-oh” may be an exclamation of learning for all we know… To be-lack, to be-less is to be blessed. The 4 directions of race/color/shade, do not have to be interpreted the way Carl Linnaeus inaccurately wrote for evil. I teach my child(ren) the 8 Directions of Race, wherein all 4 directions have 2 sides to them: they could either hurt or heal their context of power in the lives of others & within themselves. Discernment is the wisdom to know the difference- “to change the things we cannot accept” and to accept the unchangeable- like the fact that intersex and BIPOC lives’ aren’t going away!

Angela Davis: Professor & Author

Art by Rick Frausto

However, to be-lacking disease is a healthy gift any human desires (be negative on a test for illness). Everybody who has ever received a vaccine to prevent them from diseases should thank Henrietta Lacks. Too many whites have hypocritically refused to respect others & each other. The US, the UK, Russia, alongside China and the wealthy Middle East, have the highest rates of human and resources-trafficking, of all the other colors of the 4 directions of race, and their land’s materials- even doing it to themselves without remorse. It’s like the white blood cells attacking the body itself; auto-immune disease. Africa is also genociding and raping their own people due to toxic police culture & uneducated domination. When will it stop?

The pole-ice has been melting as the police bring on another kind of heat.

Overpopulation needs to be addressed with medicines like the pro-life abortion, not genocide and other forms of murderous torture. Abortion is pro-life because it honors the life of the female/trans-man, while the fetus is a part of their body, and thus their life has the authority to command their own personal health decisions- nobody else should be in control of their health choices. You can freeze a fetus for 30 years and grow a baby from it- you can freeze a baby for 30 years and keep it alive. A fetus is a different entity that we can use for medicinal advancements, because its stem cells aid in the research of curing of diseases of both current and future lives, while abortion is a nonviolent population control -unlike genocide.

When we observe metals occurring naturally in rock, they exist sprinkled in smaller parts of the rock’s formation, where the Earth element is in mass compared to the metal(s). Metallurgy was intended to exist as an art for protection, to be learned by all to the extent that it honors self-defense, but not at the cost of the Earth in which it came from, the air we breathe, the water we drink, and the innocence of existence. How the metals occur sparingly in rock, the use of weaponry should also be used sparingly; a micro-to-macro warning or teaching to us from the natural formula presented by the Earth’s creation (the metal for a syringe or computer is smaller in scale to the metal used for a nuclear bomb or machine gun). Asia, Africa, and the Middle East “in general” developed the first guns and coins, but then their works were appropriated and redistributed by the cultures of the less melinated existences, sometimes in pure hypocrisy.

Water we doing with our lives? Human life developed from the center-heated equator and its connection to the sea and sky, then our species traveled outward to the poles of the Earth, where it is colder and less sunny… Where the other existence of oneself is on the other side of the planet, the other pole, so the soul sought to find itself across the world- at the cost of the world itself

Special Economic Zones (SEZ) of international law claim to allow undistinguished forms of “legal” gun, product, or human trafficking situations, and these zones are part of border law/less culture, in the offense and defense of certain regimes. Other than the white males whom have the most money in the whole world, most people have some sort mental burden because of those mens’ greed. I wonder if their position ever bothers them? Their narcissisms are the root of all evil on this planet.

Special Economic Zones aka Unjust Trafficking 101

When we look at the most popular languages on this sickened earth, we see Englitch & Chinese as the top two most commonly spoken languages in current times. Looking further into chronology, Chinese is an older language than English, and they have a holistic medicine system that we employ to save us sometimes. English has no holistic medicine system, other than trying to translate methods based in Latin, Greek, and some other languages older than English- but it tends to be biased against other racial indigeneities. In Euro-pagan divination there are Norse Runes, Celtic, Sami, Nuraghe, and old Basque folklores that likely have their own kind of herbal medicine cures, but Americans are seldom taught about this root-cause recognition. Sadly, current Chinese politics refuses to respect intersex and homo/bisexual culture, and during the 1800s they enacted a mass infantcide on female babies, rendering them illegal and worthless to their culture. However, India has done the same thing, and so has Greece. Killing women/girls remains to be a mental/physical/spiritual health issue for humanity, which is why the United Nations has determined fem-protection & leadership a goal to enact in their operations.

Raciolinguistics is an emerging field of study founded by H. Samy Alim, and others, such as feminist, Gloria E. Anzaldúa. It’s about how language reinforces the stereotypes of race and oppression, while also being used for racial liberation through adaptations. They have not really scribed about the concepts I mention in this article (for my research on this topic is different from theirs), but they do theorize how people identify racially through different forms of a common language. For example, the differences between Mexican Spanish, Spain Spanish, and Brazilian Spanish, are all related to certain castes and experiences of race, ethnic, land, and gender categories. There are also some studies on Gender-Linguistics, and the way language shapes gender (such as the stigmata relationship socially constructed to harm the intersex biology).

I’ve been bullied by all sides of da pyramid

Art by David Fitzgerald

Poor people and the “pores” of our skins both cannot breathe because of toxic mentality and pollution. While we must sometimes face the allergic reactions to our own existence and the existence of others (auto-immunity & autocracy), we can try to balance these sensitivities, with respect for our roots, seeking to cure the pathology of our species ill-wills. Latin based literacies also use “Italics” to shift the typing to the right further, to provide a certain emphasis, which is also another linguistically mental-social association to a subconscious politic. We already write to the right, and to indicate something further, we use this phonetic association to “Italy” to provide that further-right-context.

Did we be found by getting lost, in the paradox of a sphere? Or did all we do is spread fear?

When we call it a “sfear,” do we become unconscious of its strength? Do we no longer hear, for our ears become blind to our eyes? What does it truly amount to real-eyes something? The “it” — is it Italian? Ore, is it “information technology?” Is it, internalized thankfulness? How is it? Why was the Sanskrit-Hindi culture of chakras denounced as pseudoscience? Racism and supremacy. Yet, folks recently proved them correct with science machinery, and renamed the phenomenon as something different, to prove our points away from the cultures that already had their own forms of science to prove it themselves- despite our machines. The “3rd eye” or “Ajna” (in Sanskrit; अजना) has been a topic for many generations in the human species, but the culture of En-Glitch sought to destroy it and re-determine it for themselves:

Screenshot of Study Linked in Caption Below

Study Providing Evidence about the Human Ionosphere or “Telepathic” Magnetic Sensing via “Mirror Neurons”

Sometimes I can seem not “mentally sound,” because this en-glitch turned me into a bug, while I was making others sick, wishing I could take that part of my existence back, and buzz off & away into the trees of rainbow oxygen & nutrients (what’s left of that anyways); sacrificing myself to a great birden of creation, adding myself to the sacred balance seeking restorative vibes, resolving an over-centralized narc-ambition of lies. For we were forced to be-lie-ve, instead of to bee-leaf, and we were taught to choose Eve instead of the queen of darkness (Lilloth translates to “spiral outward into darkness” in the He-brew’s To-Rah), but they are both beautiful, yet only won can be you to the fullest in this language’s racial intention… However, if Eve came from Adam’s own rib, isn't that incest? In the artwork I designed below, I want the viewer to see that this hue-man is speaking in the pagan element symbols, being a part of the rainbow prophecy, and how climate change is a part of land-gauge change:

Expresa Tu Visión by Paxen

Earlier we read that in the Latin-Greek root of stigma, it’s supposedly “a mark made by a pointed instrument”- but aren’t words in themselves “marks” carried by the instrument of our voices, pens, and type? Moving to liberate the imposed confusions, I question the definers our common chooses to listen to. It’s also propagated that stigma’s disgracing connotation stems from the Christian-Catholic term of “stigmata,” marking the wounds that killed Christ, before they came back to life… Whether metaphorically or literally, believing Christ deserved to die, or that they were wrongfully murdered, or believing in them at all, either way leads to the point that they were “reborn” in some way… So maybe that analogy of plant reproduction is there to “seed” the religion into the core of a biological, natural rebirthing structure (to perpetuate it as a root creation story, instead of honoring the true creation).

So I wonder, how do we shift the language to a restorative vibe, using the word “stigma” -religion besides the point, asking what kind of energy do we give its birthing power? Which ways do you address your root, pathologize its growth, and design its sway to move with the wind, the animals, and the common? How do we feel free and great-full, thankful, thAnkh-full, in the flow of our semantic? Could scribing in emojis, or letters from other languages mixed into to English be a thing in the future? If the stigma is a point when pollen inseminates the carrier tube of ovulation, where seed culminates to transform into potential life, then words are seeds too, as the mouth and body both absorbs and excretes… The stigma of mental healthcare, homo/bisexuality, homelessness or nomadism, being indigenous or alien, and nonviolent population control (instead of genocide, abortion is pro-current-life and its stem cells aid in the research of curing of diseases of current and future lives)- all relate to being a seed of culture too; modified to toxically colonize for greed, or modified to secure a healthier humanity…

I wonder if that flower’s sexy point is similar to the function of a butterfly’s chrysalis (also phonetically similar to Christ -with ”t” being the cross)? Crying is an alchemy; water to whine, it turns the salt of trauma or discipline, into a water that evaporates into another form, like how sweat salts melted the crystals of fat (although some of those food memories deserve their stay in the skin). The chrysalis zone of transformation is like a womb for the wings, and language can also be this way. If we program A.I. in a language that was created to colonize something natural- can we truly trust it to help us recover nature? What if we multi-lingually program it to love, respect, and listen to our indigeneity, and to acknowledge the indigeneity of others? Would we have an A.I. suggesting actions for global/local peace? I petitioned the definition of “fair” because of this issue. What dimension do we program fairness from? Some languages are strictly oral, which can be measured with biosurveillance, similar to the telepathic experiments, but interpraxisal communication can never truly be measured in full.

Kimimila Sapa by Paxen

Language is a type of energy. We see this concept again with the word “mean” and it’s other definitions. To be cruel to a person is to be mean to them also. Or is it? Yet, the “average” in mathematics is also called the mean, as well as the “sacred mean” of fractal balance. Is it average to be mean? It’s like being a-greed. Quite rudimentary really, what do we re-ally ourselves to here? What do we act-u-ally do about healing the plan-it? Why is that not a priority? Why does space matter more to the wealthy military cults?

I am a bug en-glitching up a machine full of mean averages.

Indigenous languages seek to sound like nature as much as possible, belonging to the land in unique ways, such as naming themselves after animals and body parts (Red Deer or Yellow Hand, for example), and using every single part of the animals they pray/prey to. Indigenous culture is forever tied to the land and sky elements of nature, not a book, not greed, although some had books and greed. When our species enacted structures outside of nature, things became “terr-ible.” Terr-ible; when we terraformed into biblical structures forcibly/enforcedly, all the species upon the planet were called “pagan” and then marginalized, or were Latinized in order to be “accepted” for the new world order (NWO). While “the rest” of humans (and only humans) were then removed from the natural societies they had once built and were building- interrupted into a world that has genocided, polluted, and gaslighted our natural connections to ancestral ecological existence, sacrificed for a faux economy. Being en-glitch has led us into a natural systems’ demise through disguise; biblicizing the original plan-it given to us by the creator, by the great-mystery. Yes, I miss-trees, a whole lot.

The mental causation of great wealth for a few sum of people; some peep-holes and pupils, turned our plan-it into pyramid schemes and cubicles, while the surface used to be much more well-rounded and less defined, confined, and resigned. Not all of English is bad, but its design is meant to subconsciously reinforce the culture of money and guns for a few. Let’s hope the revive-gun starts to be worked on more so by our future generations (as seen in video games). A mass for health was forced to turn into a sermon of wealth; of death, destruction, and disease, so very few may be pleased. NWO be a lie; there has only been one world, but the fear in search for another, has divided us away from the truth of our interdependence & revolutionary creativity. A.I. Law and Space Law is upon us, as people are still getting murdered over copyright & property, but in new forms (history repeats itself unless it is changed).

Photo From 1910

1910 Photo of Indigenous Child with a Dog, By Richard Throssel

God is “dog” backwards for a reason. The cultures normally differing from the bible tend to eat dog meat, which is coincidentally more sustainable than eating cows, but considered “evil” to most of Western culture. For coexistent thrival & revival (not only survival), we can transform the rules to more thorough innerstandings of pathology and shift the perspective to rejuvenating the natural mentality. By changing our language (translation), our transportation, our energy extraction/creation, and especially the recycling system that all the latter relies on, we can get better.

Focus on the sacred balance of your own root causes, your own indigenous ancestors of all 4 directions, and the direction(s) you belong to the most, while recovering the ones invaded in all corners of the space “race” that’s dis-allowed a faux start for the few (future). Be-cause (be the cause), when we are able to define the root-cause of what harms & what heels/heals us, what repairs & what respawns, in action & in subconscious states- we are able to discern & recognize differences & commonalities based on our personal stigmata (or stigmas). If we are safe enough to feel the planting of our soul, through our own unique stigma & style, we can bloom the seeds of our gifts that we then petal to our relations as gracefully ovulated pollinations of interdependent-truth & coexistent design… but without root-cause, we will continue to suffer and cause suffering, with chronic revolt.

Author’s Note:

This article was typed to summarize a concept of a book I am authoring called, Asdrawlogy’s Healingual: Englitch & the Anti-Gravity ResisDance, about Language Arts, Cosmobiological Allyship, A.I. Ethics, and Intersectional Dialogues- awaiting publication by 2028. You can read the description on the back of my book in another article from my account here on Medium. My legal name is Athena, but I changed it to Paxen (pronounced liked “passion”) because there have been plenty of war ships named after “Athena” (including in the Middle East)- but they’d never name a war-ship after peace- be-cause peace is true worship.

I was-dumb, now I seek wisdom.

Nobody is perfect, but I seek to per-fect the harms I have done in this life and in past, for my ancestors, for my child(ren), for the plan-it. For the kids should grow into G.O.A.T.s- not into sacrifices and forgotten souls, wishing they weren't alone… Let US become one, united in our states, for divided we are a-gain. All bodies/bodhis bee-yew-to-the fullest (Yew tree is the plant constituent in the anti-cancer pharmaceutical drugs Taxol & Paclitaxel)

As my Peepaw would say, “I hate everybody equally!”

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Indigenous Star Knowledge

Last Edit: 6/6/2025 Learning about Indigenous Star Knowledge is a way to give back your conscious gravity to the First Nations ways of archetyping the skies. 🏹

Promoting the regenerative authority of Indigenous Star Knowledge, power and control, can become a proven supplement to the harmful ideologies that hold up the structures of illness that perpetuate societal and environmental pollution and global wars, as they are about archetypes that lived with the land and still do. A war between tribes is on a much smaller scale than between countries or religions, when we localize and become present in the here and now, we reduce the worry, the warry, of the future and revenge of the past.

Coyote Mcdonald

Native American Flag ~ Painting by Coyote Mcdonald in Albuquerque/Apache/Tewa/Hopi, NM

As a socially constructed “white” person, I cannot identify as a First Nations person of this country, and in the past I thought I could call myself race-nonconforming, but I had to reconstruct my ideals in order to realize why that is wrong. Skin color is directly targeted in a systemically racist society, whereas gender-nonconforming is more accepted like androgynous, because it’s less noticeable than skin color. I try my best not appropriate as much as possible, although a lot of white culture is stolen from BIPOC history and regurgitated- I try to make my culture a reimagining of what white is, surrendering to the truth of history and what it means to be responsible for an ancestral legacy instead of being ignorant of it.

There are so many different kinds of Indigenous Aboriginal Star Knowledges, just as there are different kinds of astrology in general- and having to construct my sentence that way shows a main point in critical race theory: the main, or regular astrology or culture is based on the white-constructed themes (Greek/Roman/Christian Mythos), and everything else is other, and considered different than the normal culture that we are all used to. The fact the starting point or blank slate comes from a colonized, white-dominant center, instead of one that is indigenous to the land we are on, shows that we are living in a construct founded in genocide, ethnic cleansing and indoctrination.

Instead of respecting the space that was already occupied, and building relationships over time, Europeans were convinced that killing, poisoning, and renovating what did not need to be renovated, was the only way for them to feel powerful and meaningful in the world. The quote “kill the Indian, save the man” also meant “kill the lifeforms, save the materials”- as if they were two different things that could live without the other! Now the whole world suffers because if you kill the life, the land dies too- the connection to ways of maintaining a healthy land, having honor and mercy, was removed- the pollution of death, and the plastic of pain, became the demon polarity equal to the gods of industry and profit. However, they are not Indians, they never were- that’s a mistake made by the Europeans whom thought they were from Asia- when their DNA has actually been proven to be unique to this land, as their ancestors did not ONLY cross the Bering Strait, as some studies have recently found proof of their history here before that theory was proven.

Tactics of domination included language change as a major aspect- language is like land-gauge, how we gauge what to do upon the land with symbols and sounds. Just as the wind creates canyons, our language creates the paths of society in the physical world- the connection from the minds of thinking, to the bodies of doing, the stories, the holidays, the structure of “employee” and “boss” are all constructs of language design meant to command the physical… The ancient or indigenous languages used more muscles of the throat, lungs, mouth and vocal cords, they could make animal noises and engage in mental states with forms of tone chanting and vocal-listening internal focus, a lost art.

Engaging ourselves with the indigenous practices of the culture we come from is the best way to connect back to our roots, and help guide our intuition with our ancestors. The following refers to the Indigenous people of what’s called “America,” but was not always called that…

For the Lakota, what is known as the Aries constellation, in line with a few other stars, is also known as the Dried Willow constellation. The Lakota people have around 7 different words relating to “Willow” because it is such a sacred tree, as they use it for medicine, bows and arrows, and mix the inside powder of the bark with smoking tobacco. There is also a Lakota Animal constellation that includes various star lines, including the Taurus constellation. The constellation called Great Circle-Black Hills, consists of Pleiades, Rigel, Sirius, Procyon, Castor-Pollux, and Capella stars, which have Lakota names too. 8 out of the 12 stars of the Gemini constellation make the constellation Mahto Tipila (Bear’s Lodge), or colonially, the “Devil’s Tower” (which tribes find to be a very disrespectful name), because it correlates to an actual sacred place on Earth/Makȟówaŋča. Many people believe that Mahto Tipila was once a giant tree, and now an ancient tree-stump- or is a reminder of such.

The Wyoming State Parks Department were conducting photographic seismic readings below the tower, when they discovered an incredibly large petrified root system below the tower." It does not explicitly make the claim that the popular, mystic rock structure was a giant tree at one point; it leaves it up to readers to make the extrapolation.” (USA Today Fact Check)

Mahto Tipila       For the Mayans, there were many different calendar used for their tracking systems. The planet Venus was especially important for indicating lucid dreaming cycles in connection to the timing of warfare- when to merge the seemingly opposing orders. Although, Venus is also popularly known as a planet of partnership, beauty, values, balance, aesthetic, money making or trade, and art making- and it orbits in a fractal design relating the “Golden Mean,” “Pentacle” symbol, and a rose, further explaining why it tends to represent trade, balance, beauty and love. Many astrologers refer to Venus as a “money indicator,” but due to massive economic inequality, that can be a classist perspective. The Mayans simultaneously use their Tzolkin Venus Calendar together with their Haab Sun Calendar, tracking the correlations for a balanced society.        In my personal experience, I’ve truly had memorable dreams and spiritual life events lined up with the days of my personal Tzolkin calendar. All on the same day, I watched an anime called Children Who Chase Lost Voices, which features a journey to find something like Quetzalcoatl, I kicked out an abusive alcoholic roommate, and found a wandering Husky dog named Sunka (Shoon-Ka/Dog in Lakota), that coincidentally belonged to somebody I knew and look up to (and Dog is also one of my Mayan signs)- and later on that day, after all that had happened, I come to find out it was my Tzolkin birthday. Another time, I had a very memorable dream that also taught me a lesson about life and death, strategy and acceptance- and the dream had a Deer in it… after I  had woken up and checked the calendar, I saw it was the time of the Deer Trecana.         There are various versions of Mayan astrology that people can refer to. Jose Argüelles was known to have taken ancient Mayan astrology and recreated it into a new model, and that information can be found at The Foundation for The Law of Time. Various Indigenous Mayans believe that Argüelles appropriated their cultural into some kind of neoliberal pyramid scheme that people buy information from. Personally, I don’t think Argüelles meant to appropriate Mayan traditions with his research specifically with the intention to make a buck, but he did reorganize them, and the people whom inherited it after his death are profiting from it- and I don’t find that justified to the actual Mayan people. I have found my sign from Argüelles Starroot calculator, and its description from Astro-Dream-Advisor, to have help myself and others get further context of oneself- but it truly does ignore the reality of appropriation, and that needs to be addressed and called out.         Similar to Argüelles, but claims to be using the “traditional” Mayan astrology, Vajra Fatih Keçelioglu (born and raised in Turkey) and Kenneth Johnson (from California, whom was initiated as a Mayan aj q’ij ~daykeeper, in November of 2017) run the website MyMayanSign.com and YouTube channel, where my description of being a Knife adult day sign has been described. Kenneth’s Mayan astrology teachings can be found here. Their point is to share the knowledge that they researched, to promote Mayan astrological culture, apparently with permission of those Mayans whom they studied with. Not all nations of the Mayan people would agree with such efforts, especially since these guys are making money from their site readings (including from me since I have paid for a reading by them), I’d say it’d sit with me better if a percentage of their profits actually went to real Mayan communities, like the activists defending the Amazon forest- but as far as I know, they do not do that, and I find it sad.         There are various other sites that would tell you your Mayan astrology sign with explanation, but nothing beats getting a reading from an actual Mayan person, or actually studying with the Mayan people- whom probably have better things to do, like fight colonizing lumberjacks destroying their rainforest and murdering their people, but maybe they’d teach you if you helped them fight for their forest and their way of life. This site, sacredroad.org, is the Saq’be, Organization for Mayan and Indigenous Spiritual Studies, and has been the closest Mayan Astrology source I’ve found in English, that is visibly most connected to the actual Mayan peoples, as it is a non-profit meant to support them, and I have donated to them- their site also categorizes me as the Knife sign (Tijax/Etz’nab).         I’d use these resources out of curiosity, but only with the discernment between appropriation and reparation. To take the information for yourself without at least thanking or supporting the Mayan community in spirit or in person, is inevitably appropriation, and if you plan to use that information to help bring liberation to the actual Mayan people, then be sure to make that a part of your way of life, not just as an act of charitable philanthropy. Identifying as a White Rhythmic Dog, has honestly helped me heal, probably because I allowed my subconscious to put full faith in that description of me, and I still believe in it only because it helped me grow as a person, and I include it in my own personal power. Same with being the Obsidian point, which is ironically a deep black color (usually), in contrast to being of the “White” direction (polarity). I’ve used the tone of “Rhythmic” to further solidify being a spoken-word artist, singer and dancer. I laugh at the spelling of Dog backwards and being named after one (Athena), and further I ponder how different the meaning of “White” is, being the direction of the “North” in Mayan astrology, and usually Indigenous meanings in general- verses being a “white person” by colonial standards of “race.”         It’s even helped me heal my mental health issues around Schizoaffective, which I’ve been working to be undiagnosed from. Indigenous cultures saw mental health as a shamanic issue sometimes, helping the person with ceremonial plant medicines, enchantments and instructions, as well a collective perspective (intervention)- compared to colonial society’s “give em’ a pill and some therapy” type industrial complex. Astrology in general can have a healing effect, but it can also have a harmful effect and I’ve experienced both, realizing that faith is an art of mastering your own sense of will power and self-consciousness, while learning from past and present experiences.

For the Mayans, there are several calendars used for their tracking systems. The planet Venus was especially important for indicating lucid dreaming cycles in connection to the timing of warfare- when to merge the seemingly opposing orders. Venus is also popularly known as a planet of partnership, beauty, values, balance, aesthetic, money making or trade, and art making- and it orbits in a fractal design relating the “Golden Mean,” “Pentacle” symbol, and a rose, further explaining why it tends to represent trade, balance, beauty and love. Many astrologers refer to Venus as a “money indicator,” but due to massive economic inequality, that can be a classist perspective. The Mayans simultaneously use their Tzolkin Calendar (260 days, a bit more than an actual Venus cycle but very close), together with their Haab Sun Calendar, tracking the correlations for a balanced society.

There are different versions of Mayan astrology that people can refer to, just as there are different versions astrology in general. Jose Argüelles was known to have taken ancient Mayan astrology and recreated it into a new model, and that information can be found at The Foundation for The Law of Time. Various Indigenous Mayans believe that Argüelles appropriated their cultural into some kind of neoliberal pyramid scheme that people buy information from. Personally, I don’t think Argüelles meant to appropriate Mayan traditions with his research specifically with the intention to make a buck, but he did reorganize them, and the people whom inherited it after his death are profiting from it- and I don’t find that justified to the actual Mayan people. I have found my sign from Argüelles Starroot calculator, and its description from Astro-Dream-Advisor, to have help myself and others get further context of oneself- but it truly does ignore the reality of appropriation, and that needs to be addressed and called out.

Similar to Argüelles, but using a way closer to the “traditional” Mayan astrology, Vajra Fatih Keçelioglu, born and raised in Turkey, a person whom has studied various cultures- particularly the Mayan, runs the website MyMayanSign.com and YouTube channel, where descriptions are explained by Fatih. Kenneth Johnson from California, was actually initiated as a Mayan aj q’ij ~daykeeper in November of 2017 and explains the Mayan signs and teachings he learned on his website Jaguar Wisdom. Not all nations of the Mayan people would agree with such efforts, since non-Mayan people are profiting from the information they’ve learned from Mayans with their site readings and teachings (including from me since I have paid for a reading by them)- but a percentage of Fatih’s profits actually do go to real Mayan communities, donating to the Meso Foundation, and Kenneth Johnson has a deep connection to Mayan communities, since he was actually initiated as a daykeeper.

This site, sacredroad.org, is the Saq’be, Organization for Mayan and Indigenous Spiritual Studies, and has been the closest Mayan Astrology source I’ve found in English, that is visibly most connected to the actual Mayan peoples in it’s presentation, as it is an actual non-profit meant to support them- and I have donated there too. Their site also categorizes me as the Knife sign (Tijax/Etz’nab). There are various other sites that would tell you your Mayan astrology sign with explanation, but nothing beats getting a reading from an actual Mayan person, or actually studying with the Mayan people- whom probably have better things to do, like fight the colonizing lumberjacks destroying their rainforest and murdering their people- but maybe they’d teach you if you’d helped them fight for their forest and their way of life.

In my personal experience, I’ve truly had memorable dreams and spiritual life events lined up with the days of my personal Tzolkin calendar. All on the same day, I watched an anime called Children Who Chase Lost Voices- (which features a journey to find something like Quetzalcoatl), kicked out an abusive alcoholic roommate, and found a wandering Husky dog named Sunka (Shoon-Ka) which translates to “Dog” in Lakota, that coincidentally belonged to somebody I know and look up to (Dog is also my Argüelles Mayan sign). It was not till later on that day, after all that had happened, I found out it was my Tzolkin birthday. Another time, I had a very memorable dream that also taught me a lesson about life and death, strategy and acceptance, as two giant figures made out of light came out of two obelisk pinkish-grey stones, and taught me symbolic ideas… I also looked out the window in my dream, and noticed a Deer outside… after I had woken up and checked the calendar, I saw it was the time of the Mayan Deer Trecana.

I’d use these resources out of curiosity, but only with the discernment between appropriation and reparation. To take the information for yourself without at least thanking or supporting the Mayan community in spirit or in person, is inevitably appropriation, and if you plan to use that information to help bring liberation to the actual Mayan people, then be sure to make that a part of your way of life, to be ethical in acknowledgement. Identifying as a White Rhythmic Dog through the Argüelles version has helped me heal, probably because I allowed my subconscious to put full faith in that description of me, as a placebo effect.

I still believe in it only because it helped me grow as a person, and I include it in my own personal power. Same with being the Obsidian point or Knife, which is ironically a deep black color (usually), in contrast to being of the “White” direction (polarity), like the Yin-Yang. I’ve used the tone of “Rhythmic” to further solidify being a spoken-word artist, singer and dancer. I laugh at the spelling of Dog backwards and being named after one at birth (Athena, goddess of War and Wisdom), and further I ponder how different the meaning of “White” is, being the direction of the “North” in Mayan astrology (and usually Indigenous meanings in general)- verses being a “white person” by colonial standards of “race.” Every time I see white dog, I tune in for some kind of guidance of being on a track of affinity with my purpose.

Indigenous astrology has helped me with my mental health issues as I learn to understand notions of “truth” more completely. Indigenous cultures saw mental health as a shamanic issue mostly, helping the person with ceremonial plant medicines, enchantments and ritual instructions, as well a collective perspective of their place in community, a practice of intervention- compared to colonial society’s “give em’ a pill and some therapy” type chronic industrial complex that does not dive deep into the roots of the person’s soul on Earth.

Astrology in general can have a healing effect, but it can also have a harmful effect, and I’ve experienced both. Faith is an art of mastering your own sense of will power and self-consciousness, while learning from past and present experiences. Seeking to understand and heal what was once Indigenous within me, is the point of learning about Indigenous astrology, while also dedicating myself to the liberation of Indigenous people, through harm-reduction legacy work.

The truth proves that the Indigenous plight is usually the hardest because of toxic colonialism and white supremacy. The Earth has been dying from pollution, extinction, and disease, because of the illnesses of greed, narcissism, and the chronic dissatisfaction and ignorance those diseases breed. That is why I also find that using faith within Indigenous Economics, Governing, and Star Knowledge systems, will help us heal the pain caused by systems of slavery, trafficking and unhealthy habits- because it helps us recognize the root-causes of issues and their pathology, resurrecting ruins, and researching sustainability.

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What’s the Word After Anarchy?

Last Edit: 5/25/2025. Anarchy is a way of deconstructing hierarchies and destroying concepts of organized domination… but what is the step called after deconstruction? Is there even a single word for it? ʎɥɔɹɐuɐ ≧◠ᴥ◠≦✊

🗲Anarchy is about deconstructing the current hierarchies in place, and there are many forms that deconstructing takes place, both in violent and non-violent ways. I believe Anarchy is a step within the process of recognizing societal change, and I wonder what the word is for the next step- the part where we re-organize our selves into a better form of archs and allocation. 🗲

🗲 Perhaps it’s Peace, Egalitarianism, Indigenous Land Management, Permaculture, Mandalas or Tiny Home Villages. Perhaps there is no centralized word for it because actions tend to matter more than words- but words are also a form of action. Words dictate our thought patterns, and thought patterns control our actions, and when our words are rooted in racism, sexism and poverty, we must find an inner-peace of emotion that we try to heal within, deconstruct them, and reconstruct them, as we communicate better words to use in place of the harmful ones. 🗲

🗲 In an effort to make English words less racist, I started a petition to the popular English dictionaries, to change the definition of the word “Fair” in relation to it’s multiple meanings- being equal or just, or being light colored in one’s complexion; I do not believe that the light complexed are the fairest hue-mans of the land, but those multiple meanings for the same phonetic sound is systemically encapsulated in the English language design. Other people have successfully changed the definitions of English words, I too hope to succeed in this effort 🗲

Please sign to petition the definition.

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