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The Englitch Research Proposal

Methodology was significantly edited on 11/10/25 to describe this as a phenomenological, randomized control, case study hybrid (further explained in text). This is a research proposal draft for a capstone project in my masters degree program, possibly to be conducted if funded in the future.

English Design Bias and Supplements to Improve the Language Art of Peace

Master of Science in Social Enterprise & Innovation via Nonprofit Leadership Program

By: Paxen-Atheme Landyback
University of Denver - College of Professional Studies
June 2025
(Last edit on 11/10/2025)

Abstract

  This study investigates how implicit biases embedded within English language structures often operate as 'proxies' for mental and social (Haseltine 2025) subconscious microaggressions (Psychology Today 2025), and impede the development and flow of ethical communication, while normalizing societal narcissisms (supremacy). Some language forms could be hindering moral balance within our species by affecting our behavioral cognition in a way that distracts us from formulating healthier communication design patterns that encourage subconscious coexistence. This study surveys a stratified population of 400+ English speakers about their perceptions upon learning from educational videos about English language history, global and social impact, as well as proposed techno-ethical shifts regarding its structural influence. Results will be measured according survey responses, in correlation with participant demographics. Further research seeks to enumerate the study of peace-making through subtle shifts within language, artificial intelligence ethics, behavioral health, and for programming social dynamics for the future of curriculum, economy, and law.

Introduction

  This study hypothesizes that the historical development and current use of English, as influenced by toxic-colonial contexts, could perpetuate systemic biases that harm our species as a whole, and our connection to nature. A goal this study promotes is to answer how ethical priorities can be integrated into large language model (LLM) formats, while assessing how cultural trends relate to phonetic and semantic frequencies (Winter, Fischer, Scheepers, Myachykov 2023). We can search for indicators of behavior dependent on subconscious cues within the language, by analyzing the participants’ perception of English’s cognitive-communication influences, and what happens when they are presented facts about English history, it’s mental global position system, and supplements to design bias. The presented edification from the study intends to respectfully aim at a sequencing that integrates culturally respectful acknowledgments of local & global exchange, for a more unified future planetary language design schematic(s), paradoxically decentralized, with “Cross-Linguistic-Capability;” an ever-evolving based on trends, ethical patterning system (Zhihong 2022).

  From the standpoint of linguistic anthropologists… only by studying variation can we identify similarities and differences to arrive at more robust generalizations and consider potential universals” (Chernela 2023). Without healthy variation, colonization toxically takes over diverse holistic systems. Professor of Black Feminist Law, Kimberlé Williams Crenshaw, invented the term “intersectionality,” so we can describe the dynamic associations between the concepts of race, class, gender, and other individualized characteristics and their real-time interaction with one another in our society.” Crenshaw evolved the English language with a new word to explain a variation in psychosocial and political situations. People of color have been inventing adaptations to evolve the Latin-based languages ever since they were forced to use them; making new words and language cultures, such as generating the diction of African American Vernacular English (AAVE) or “Ebonics,” Chicano, variation of pronouns/gendered language forms, and other styles, as well as re-popularizing words/phrases from ancestral languages.

  If we are expected to be created equal, as in the American Declaration of Independence: “all are endowed by their creator with certain unalienable rights… Among these are life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness…To secure these rights, governments are instituted among us… Whenever any form of government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the right of the people to alter or to abolish it” -then our communication designs should reflect similar principles. Dr. Stephen E. Lucas evaluates the declaration further (1990): “keeping with the rhetorical conventions Englishmen had followed for centuries when dethroning a "tyrannical" monarch, the Declaration of Independence contains a bill of 28 specific particular grievances documenting the king's "repeated injuries and usurpations" of the Americans' rights and liberties, and is introduced with the shortest sentence of the Declaration: To prove this [the king's tyranny], let Facts be submitted to a candid world.” Given the merits within European or American studies are equally as scholarly as the “knowledge assets” of any other ethnicity’s studies’ merits, facts revealing exploitation, genocide, and slavery cannot be hidden, as an unalienable legality -wherein a trend of governments assuring that indigeneity remains as an active power in what defines knowledge, grows outside of America (Government of Canada 2024).

Again, this study hypothesizes that “standard” English has design expectations in curriculums and other societal complexes, that support a systemic narcissism of supremacist, ethnocentric, species-centric, and economic influence on both global and local cultures within the Americas and beyond. Speakers and learners of English can change these aspects of its structure overtime, to become less harmfully-biased, and more interdependently peaceful. Remedy suggestions include implementing new ethical adjustments to the language currency, such as inventing new words, studying what AAVE and other non-standard English forms do for people’s emotional health, as well as promoting multilingualism and indigenous language learning, with the goal of an increased clarity of discernment regarding the past, current, and futurism; defining how our pieces of peace in the world prosper. The study’s research question is as follows:

How does the current English language art-design affect psycho-social cognition after we educate participants on English history, its formatic impact, its systemic global position, research on English LLMs -and after we offer and explain potential remedies to edify and substantiate its tactical design to ethically improve both local and international peace?

Literature Review

  The term “raciolinguistics,” invented in 2016, inspires this research to subtract harmful bias with innovative tact woven into the engagement of the ways we use language. Topics about how language and race affect each other, such as code-switching and transracial dialects, are a part of how language is a social process re-made daily by the participants using it (Alim et al. 2016). Each participant has the power to undo hurtful language patterns and create or engage in antiracistlanguage tactics (Kendi 2019). We can learn to break from the assimilationist politics of the past and a move toward abolitionist frameworks of the future (Alim 2023). This work seeks to further the discussions of what cultures are going to influence planetary evolution on Earth and beyond, and what roles the “white” race(s)/ethnic languages are going to play in Afro-Indigenous Futurism.

  Before raciolinguistics, there were scholars such as Benjamin Lee Atwood-Whorf, who studied the Hopi, Maya, and Chinese languages in comparison to Latin-based ones (especially English), explaining how their structures vary and thus their worldviews, as cultural root cause communication patterns that influence the way people think and act. Whorf was a mechanical engineer before he studied his passion of language design and cognition, as he often compared language to a social machine (Whorf 1956). Similar to the likes of Rupert Sheldrake, Nick Anthony Fiorenza, Julian Assange, and Suchir Balaji, Whorf was a mathematics-based scientist before/while integrating the values of social science, as they’ve all woven their numerical mechanistic-physics knowledge with the energy of pyscho-ethical research. Their work has ultimately benefitted the planetary peace for humanity- and they have all been attacked by wealthy militarism for seeking ethics instead of greed with their skills.

  When cultural showdowns base themselves off religious, political, and ethnic assumptions, instead of “universal” patterns of truthful evidence that evolve our collective health, we get unnecessarily cognized away from our species common truth by greed, ignorance, and lies (Chernela 2023). If we focus on negotiating peaceful deals instead of genocidal lies, we will prevent intergenerational trauma, narcissism, and revenge. Languages change over time, as cultures of land-gauge influence each other and shift with new inventions and intentions. For example, there are many words from Native American Tribes that’ve become part of the American English language, such as “moccasins,” “cashews,” “guacamole,” “yankee,” “hurricane,” “persimmon,” “squash” and many more (Alt 2024), while this list has the potential to grow over time as investments in language restoration integrates with technology (Proof-Reading-Services 2021).

  Another observation is that “white people” sometimes speak in Ebonic, Chicano, Gaelic, and other Afro-Indigenous vernaculars. People have discussed this engagement of colorful cultural communication patterns as “appropriating” those cultures, or having an “authentic art appreciation of them,” or “some from of permission” from Black, Indigenous, and Chicano+ cultural communication relations (Petrov 2021). There are both harmful and helpful aspects to using a variety of cultural language formats to define what is normal in society, while this study seeks to identify levels of discernment for this phenomenon. Since language is an amalgamation of how the land has been gauged over time, it proves the history of an inextricable process of creating collective communication patterns through both harmful enforcement and integrational peace. If using English hurts the person that is speaking it, and a different culture’s vernacular and/or language culture makes them feel healthier, but offends people of that different culture, then a discussion on what is healthy communication, what is “act-knowledgement,” what is ethnic dysphoria, and what is social reparation can be furthered researched with the evidential aid this study can provide.

This study seeks to find proof that cultural communication modifications to English are evolutionary adaptions for indigenous, non-English ancestry identity interdependence (including pre-English European indigeneity), creative cultural development, and a unique recognition of efforts to engage in a restructuring and transformation of schools and society, which dismantles the foundations of white supremacy that schools are built on,” changing academic curriculum to reduce the discrimination upon ethnic vernaculars, and co-create language; as communication seeks common unification. Further, these new conceptualisations of language itself connects language struggles to broader networks of power, and racial capitalism, showing us how the foundation of language is connected to the root causes of our community-based thinking patterns, preferences, systemic economic trends, and our empathic cognizance (Cushing 2022).

  This process has also been titledLangCrit,” a word invented by Allison Crump, to explain the research of discerning language as a noun and “languaging” as a verb; to be critical of how language as action affects racial or gender loyalty, respect, and discrimination, in a spectrum of harm, defense, re-cognition, or celebration (Crump 2014). Henry Louis Gates Jr. (a founder of critical race theory), affirms that Latin-based languages, especially English, created the concept of “race” to further divide our collective evolution as a species. He explains “race” as a “metaphor,” and that it has no essence as a thing in itself, apart from its creation by an act of language,” emphasizing language as a sociopolitical tool used to assign definitions and ideas to physical realities. This study seeks to understand how this process can unethically characterize collective and cultural cognition-consumption patterns, depending on English format and use, and how we can improve the language design system to prevent both subconscious, psychosocial harm, appropriation, and economic harm.

  Further, the study surveys people about their view on a second language requirement in the United States, to promote and increase intelligence for global and local diplomacy and peace. In many other countries, English is taught as a required second language as per education policy (University of Winnipeg), so those countries can better negotiate the economy for their people, considering that the U.S. is one of the world’s military pinnacles. The potential for “English-dominant” countries to attempt multi-lingual perspectives can boost peaceful cognizance, but some also tend to consider it an “economic set-back” that divides us instead (Padilla 1991). The countries that require English as a second language do it for survival and opportunity in the global trade system- not only because they want to exclusively know English in of itself -but because they need resources provided through the privilege and/or servitude involved with having English-speaking freedom and/or enslavement. Even in higher wealth countries such as the U.S. and U.K., evolutionary adaptations to English are being poorly criticized, such as the use of AAVE, as it’s recorders have noted that while AAVE has achieved greater visibility and acceptance in recent years, it still faces challenges. The dialect continues to be stigmatized in educational and professional settings, where speakers may be penalized for using “nonstandard” English form (AAVE 2024). It could be that punishing the use of a cultural adaptation to a historically harmful language structure is not conducive to our species evolutionary health.

  New technology is attempting to secure easier multilingualism and more ethical language use, such as teaching A.I. programs to help us with communication, promoting the creation of new words, integrating words from other cultures, having more accessible and accurate translation services, using blockchain software in multiple languages to increase investor trust, to keep multilingual receipts of transaction, for a comprehensive explanation of economic debt between countries (Zhihong, Tan Yan 2022). Sadly, ethical A.I. regulations and inventions are being denied by the same systems that benefit from toxic centralized supremacies. This could also affect the accessibility of cryptocurrency and Space Property discussions as well, such as the Eros Project concepts, and the languages used for these future-forward laws (Nemitz, 2013).

Older languages, such as Chinese, have holistic medicine involved with the practice of the language itself, as we also see in Yoga and other Ayurvedic medicine, using Sanskrit/Hindi mantras, while English has no intricately holistic medicine system directly tied to the body being healed by natural elements. It has roots in Latin, Celtic, and Norse Runic (but those are languages separate from English), and it can translate into English, the Latinization of botany (Kimmerer 2013), and the Greco-Roman (Italian/Greek) “health astrology” (that originally branched off from Egyptian, Vedic, Babylonian etc. language cultures prior to Greco formation). In that, English comes from a homogenization of Southern & Northern Euro-Indigenous languages (and some non-Euro appropriations) being forced/formulated into a single supremacist or monarchial language, too often used for capitalism and coercion. Europeans enslaved other Europeans before they went on to enslave the rest of the world. As the blockchain was founded to decentralize digital structures, but must be governed by ethical people to avoid a re-centralizing of supremacies (Halaburda 2024), we can also decentralize English into a more ethical form.

As this study seeks to educate participants on English history and its global control through subconscious and economic design, it attempts to reveal the consciousness that crafted its spellings (spell-ENGs), and offer remedial practices to shift the way English spell is casted, so war can be sought in healthier competitions, in diplomatic astonishment, using constructive mystification instead of toxi-mutative genocide, torture, and pollution, so our species can focus on more important things, such as medicine, mitigating climate challenges and natural disasters (Phillips 2021), to engineer a truer protection-defense for the sake of our future generations; a focus intended to actively re-purpose our co-creative prayers, to achieve our species’ common unification discernment with other species, for planetary peace acumen activity.

Methodology, Consent Factors and Risks

  This project is both a quasi-experimental, phenomenological case study, and a randomized-controlled experiment. Using both qualitative and quantitative data gathering that will be processed through descriptive and inferential statistics to assert the findings. The systematic investigation shall remain true to respect its participants’ autonomy and protection, for the beneficence of language progress, researching innovative remedies for psychosocial health, improving artificial intelligence programs, and increasing local and global peace within communication exchange. The population being studied is English speakers, and the sample size will be at least 400 split into 2 groups. Participants shall be chosen through a homogenous, stratified selection process, and one group will be surveyed following educational videos, and the other will be surveyed without educational videos.

  Surveys will be crafted and conducted via Qualtrics software, and the study will take approximately 1.5 hours+ to complete for the treatment group, and about a half hour for the control group. Both groups will be asked about their demographics, awareness and opinions about the English Language, and its psychosocial effects in their lives, but one group will take the survey after educational videos with each video having a short post-survey after it. The treatment group’s short educational videos will be on English History, it’s varied cultural design, its global position system, and supplemental remedies to the hypothesized harmful bias. After each video presentation, the survey that will follow asks a few questions about the participants’ perceptions, emotional responses, and opinions regarding the presentations, and then they will take the control group’s survey last. This surveying of the treatment group seeks to prove whether or not there is a harmful psychological causation (Yiu, Whitfield 2023), due to linguistic correlations to social statuses, after an increased education on the language history and effect, compared to the control group’s basic knowledge and experience.

  The questions of the surveys specifically study variables related to the participants’ psycho-social health statuses, and the influence that knowledge on English constructs have on them, and to see how their perspective on the English language changes (if it does) after each video presentation, and if they find the supplemental intervention concepts in the last presentation and survey as appealing remedies, or not, or if they perceive that they have no effect. Questions will include both quantitative scales and qualitative text entries to gain a full representation of participant perspectives. Other variables to be analyzed in the study include how participants’ demographics relate to their responses, such as their race/ethnicity, gender, economic status, religious and political preference, if they are multilingual or not, and if so, whether or not they used subtitles for the videos (and if they did, why and how using them affects their comprehension).

  Confounding variables may include distraction, due to the online format of the study, depending on whatever is around them in where they are taking the survey. The emotional state of participants prior to taking the survey could affect results, as they could be having a “bad day,” or the weather could be causing them dysthymia. Another confounding variable could be potential demographic misinterpretation asserted by a participant’s psychosocial perception, such as racial perception compared to their racial experience. For example, a visually dark skinned or “black” person could select “white” as their race, due to their perception, rather than their epidermal experience. Unfortunately, having known a census worker that came across an individual who did this for their “race” status choice when interviewing somebody for census, proves that it sometimes happens. This type of demographic issue could also happen with sex and gender identity and experiences if not clearly defined by the person themselves using an inclusive demographics survey structure. *In the last census I participated in when I lived in South Dakota, there was a “fill in your race” option, wherein I wrote ‘human” which was categorized as “Native American/other” in their state results.

  To mitigate these possible confounding factors, there will be a clause for participants to read, asking that they identify their racial demographic based on their epidermal experience, and to select both their gender identity and sex identity (having transgender, transexual, non-binary and intersex selection options). We will also ask them to complete the survey at a time when they are feeling emotionally stable, as rested as possible, and comfortable enough to complete their participation in a quiet place with no distractions, and ask them to complete a mood-rating scale before and after the session. Another possible confounding variable is that the population of English speakers and learners is massive compared to the very small percentage of 200/400 people sampled in this study, of whom are only America-located English speakers *(if I am able to get an international study approved, this may be changed to a study of world-wide English speakers, since this is an online/virtual study). If further confounding variables are discovered after submission, they will be noted and updated to the authority’s permission of this study as soon as possible.

  It shall be disclosed to participants that the study may take several hours to complete, depending on time spent watching videos and answering questions. They will also be informed that they’ll be exposed to new information that could affect their emotional experience, as the survey itself will be trying to measure those experiences, so that it may find changes within the participants’ psychosocial health perceptions. It shall be disclosed that their identifiable private information will not be shared publicly, only their demographics and answers. While the goals and procedure of the study will be explained to them, they may or may not choose to proceed with informed consent. If granted to conduct the study, participants would be compensated with a gift card for their valuable time and energy, while the offer of compensation may influence them to participate at a higher standard of quality, due to the promise of payment. 

  The probability and magnitude of harm or discomfort anticipated in this research will be no worse than what’s ordinarily encountered in daily American life, such as the performance of already established, routine psychological examinations or tests (National Archives 2018). However not all psychological tests are the same, and as noted latter, there is a potential risk that a slight increase of emotional distress upon participants learning new information may occur, but shall not exceed to extreme levels of danger regarding participants’ health. Another risk includes the banning of “Diversity, Equity and Inclusion” materials and ideology by the Trump administration and some U.S. states. Although not exactly specified as “D.E.I. work,” this research more specifically furthers the beneficence of future trends in the sectors of language modeling, cognitive behavioral studies, social psychology, the communication roots of narcissism, education ethics, indigeneity studies, local and international relations, as well as the conflict and peace studies.  

    This study takes after the similar intent and statistical methodology conducted in Fischer, Scheepers, and Myachykov’s More is Better: English Language Statistics are Biased Toward Addition research analysis, such as using a t-test and ANOVA calculations to study trends between the randomized control and treatment groups. Their study focused on how language reflects cultural preoccupations not only via the overall frequencies of words, but also via how words pattern together with other words.” However, they analyzed LLMs (Large Language Models) that artificial intelligence chats are based on, for their data samples, while this study will add to their work by instead surveying human participants who review educational presentations, of which will cite the work of Fischer et al. along with many others. Their study and this one will contribute to research that answers questions similar to, “are English A.I. LLMs geared towards addition bias because the wealthy design them, or is that result true for the overall practice of English speakers in general, and their opinions on how A.I. should be designed and used?”

  To process the results, a contracted firm experienced in social statistics shall calculate the data, and the findings will be presented in the study’s concluding report, which will define how the well the research question was answered, how the findings’ impact can be applied to society, and how future researchers can build off the collected information for further investigation. Graphs of data and examples from participants will explain the data visually, and quotes from participant narratives will be featured to enhance the visibility of their experiences.

Researcher Positionality

The hypothesis is informed by the author's personal experiences, such as ethnic dysphoria, intergenerational privilege and trauma, and their perception of self and while learning several languages (while it’s also extensively supported by the existing literature she/they’ve synthesized regarding psychosocial language health issues). As a visibly white woman, when the author talks in a deep African accent, people would look at them funny, or assume they are racist, crazy, appropriating, or jokin’ around. When they talk in American Ebonics or indigenous-chicano accent, too often people assume they uneducated (not using “proper” English) or a criminal (gangstuh ≠ criminal, though somtimes it is)- due tuh stereotypes, while also being called racist for using AAVE (both claims based on actual experience).

Being that they have an emotional connection to the study, there is a possibility of bias within the surveys and video presentations conducted by them. The author tries to mitigate this by citing as many references to other works related to the research as possible, so that the presentations are not solely based on the author’s works, but on the research of many. The author gives minimal information about the presentations and survey contents in this proposal, as they only mention some basic presentation topics, but intends to explain the surveys and presentations contents with more detail and clarity in future throughout the edification of this research proposal process.

Lastly, the author puts themselves at risk for political targeting by proposing the study and by citing their own work in the study, wherein study participants and un-peaceful government could also potentially target the author through the study’s presentation citations and outreach email. Within the consent documents that explain the study to participants, the author plans to include rights and responsibilities that the participants have in the case of risk exposure, such as “Know Your Rights” briefing, to mitigate this issue.

Conclusion

Finally, the goal of this study is to find connections between English phenomena and its speakers’ social psychology, to prove whether or not there is a causation tied to English design and social psychological systemic experiences, to strengthen a goal of improved communication ethics with remedial suggestions to edify English structure, enduring a focus on cultivating global and local peace by changing language tactics, honoring the indigenous world view of every “race,” and for the implementation of accurate and safe artificial intelligence, law and translation programs for all people who carry the pursuit of happiness and justice for all, worldwide. To transform the way we use English and multilingualism for global health instead of specialized wealth, we can foster a stronger peaceful intelligence for our species, which includes a better respect for other species and our environment. It’s not to cause harmful cognitive dissonance, but rather to instead improve the nurturance of ethical choice, and the visibility of privilege regarding language participation, education, and the evolution of collective communication.  

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Runic is a Norse & Anglo-Saxon-Jute, pre-English, Indigenous Euro-language, When turned English, changed the Norse “Joy” of “Wunjo,” into the word “wound” it twisted it’s meaning into a nationalist narcissism/harm.

The word “anathema” went from “votive offering” in Greek, and transformed into “abhorred/hated/very-disliked” and “athiest” after the Roman conquest. In fact, it became a legal term for the CAtholic church’s Papal Bull. Some words change over time…

GIF via Ted Talks

English is a homogenization of several European ethnic roots.

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THE EN-GLITCH STIGMATA

Prelude to the Englitch Research Study Proposal

*This is a draft (works cited still pending) -last edited on 10/20/2025. tEGS (the-en-glitch-stigmata) will be later constructed into 2 parts:

tEGS: Spectrum of Reproduction and tEGS: Spectrum of So-Called “Race”


Following a seed roots-growth into its full phase, results comprehending the pathology of a birth to maturity system-sway; how things have bloomed, or could have bloomed otherwise -if we had simply listened to our indigenous side. When seeking to catalyze; a transformative shift into a glowing vitality, re-cognize, the “root causes” of our realities. Initiate a clear address to work from towards incredible rez-solution.

Prior to scribing this, I was pondering my curiosity of seeds infinite, and found myself virtually into an articulate about plant reproduction lit. The winds & animals trans-communicate pollen to new germination points; plants regifting themselves -to nature’s purpose they anoint. Once pollen is in contact with a flower, it’s carrier, whether a bee, moth, or the air, enters a plant’s shaft (absorbing the essence heir) into a womb of seed creation. This process has been blasphemied by white-supremacy’s toxic colonization. This pollen capturing shaft is similar to a male’s reproductive exit, and a female’s reproductive entry at the same time! In Latin/English, it’s called the “stigma” of a flower’s body-sign; the entry to the “pistil,” where the “style” carries the pollen to the plant ovary -where the seed grows into being:

Why is this anti-binary, yet perfectly intersex, part of the plant called a stigma? In a cultural-construct pathology, the word stigma has been used as a means of a biblical shame in a subconscious, or literal-undercurrent. Yet, for the first few months of being a fetus, we are all intersex; made out of a sperm and an egg equally, until DNA cells further divide. Some people remain intersex the entire time unto birth and throughout their lives. This study suggests that the affect of plastics & other chemicals from our global industrial systems are actually causing a physiological result that increases the amount of intersex birth designs in mammals, especially those most exposed to microplastics:

Intersex is not going away until humans are extinct

Despite this article using language that says this is a “toxic” occurrence, it could also be interpreted as a sign from nature, asking us to remember the design of where we come from; to reroute ourselves back to the root cause & structures of life, and to redress & re-formulate the cultural lie of binary-only existences, so we can find the peace in our humanity to clean up our planet and strive for a truthful & thriving kinship between us. Intersex births have always existed, despite the current increase of their prevalence. Gender Studies proves this as a combination of Biology (scientifically researching the development of sex & gender), Sociology (scientifically researching gender and orientation), and the History, Language Arts (pronouns, orientation, sexual morphism), Anthropology, Religion, and Political Sciences that are associated with gendered realities.

Some intersex (or hermaphrodites) are forced into a disability lens by others whom refuse to accept them, or try to convince them that they are disabled instead of natural. Some intersex babies/children are forced to undergo surgery, due to their parents or society being unwilling to raise or accommodate intersex human beings. Some of those born-intersex kids have health problems after being forced into surgeries and/or a single gender. I met a person like this in a Disability Politics course in college, whom was surgically forced into a single-sex aesthetic that she did not want to have as an adult. She said she feels like a “Ken doll” because her reproductive organ nerves are somewhat numb due to the surgery she was forced to have as a child. She’s technically a born-intersex human, and in adulthood, a trans-woman with a surgically imposed penis that she did not ask for, and as a child, was forced to undergo surgery to have. She told me: “I wouldn’t identify as disabled, but I believe my body can be read through a disabled lens. A cripped understanding of sensation and pleasure.”

Sex is a spectrum; hence gender.

Being born intersex is not a disability unless we make it seem that way, or they themselves identify as disabled because they feel that way (not because society told them they are disabled). It’s a natural occurrence that disables the cultural lie & harmful construct of there only being two genders, when there are genetic variations that make sex a spectrum, and thus gender. Although it is true that there are only two parts that form a fetus (egg/sperm), starting out intersex, and then either further divide into one sexual form more than the other, or stay intersex. Organizers in Africa in particular have suggested interventions pertaining to Intersex existence- especially against enforced surgeries on intersex children/babies. Some see intersex people as a blessing, some see them as a curse. Those who choose the peaceful route of nature, and wish to honor the intersex children as just as innocent and deserving to be themselves as any other child, must defend them from forced-sex-surgeries and forced gender-identity laws. Androgyny exists for a reason, in nature and in humanity.

Some “genetic counselors” suggest selecting a sex for “gene-therapy” in couples seeking to have children (that can afford genetic counseling). The point of gene-therapy is to edit out diseases, but they are also making “designer babies” to allow other forms selection. If designer babies were affordable for all, some people would chose to carry an intersex child. Further, it’s the areas most exposed to microplastics that are seeing the increased prevalence, such as near giant trash heaps, plastic industrial factories (that often poison the local water system), and polyester fabric processing plants (or even wearing polyester more often than not), since it is a type of of plastic. Editing genes to prevent the occurrence of arthritis or cancer for example, is editing for health- but editing genes for a very specific type of person to be born via sex, height, skin-tone and so on- is another thing of our future (for the wealthy, mostly), shaping what determines the design of a “worthy” child, according to rich families.

The Latin term of “stigma” in association to the intersex reproduction of plant/animal/human biology, through linguistic deviation, appoints the beautiful, natural phenomena of intersex symbolism, to a “diseased” or “disgraceful” socio-cultural assignment that toxic-colonialist terms have divided us on. Although it is thee part of a flower that births the creation of seeds -it has been demonized, as we can see in this set of definitions:

Studies on Gender-Linguistics, and the way language shapes gender (such as the stigmata relationship socially constructed to harm the intersex biology), shows how language is a tool used to either assert natural patterns, or shift them into forms and levels of ethno-centric concepts. Researching the etymology of a plant’s “stigma” before it developed that moniker through Latinization, the majority of indigenous languages found this flower part occurrence to be of Earth’s foundational existence- but the way this language ties it to identify as a societally “cursed” object in marginalization, imposes an unforgiving order of definition(s) that are related to a cult of religion, instead of a re-legion to a perfect balance of elemental, planetary peace, and nature’s biological truth. If that born-intersex transwoman I met had parents and doctors that simply let her be an intersex human, she could’ve been able to feel her sexual-reproductive nerve endings naturally- although her parents had the funding to change her, she did not want to be changed! It was a waste of money, as she does not identify as male anyways, and never will!

Her story is similar to Elon Musk’s estranged daughter, Vivian, a transwoman that was disowned by her father because she simply wanted to be accepted as herself. Transgender & Transexual people deserve the right to pay for their own healthcare for their preferred identity. Their existences advance science & surgical practice, such as growing a womb out of a transwoman’s maternal DNA, so she’s less likely to reject surgery for example- or using stem cells to grow body parts. However, trans-sexual surgeries are not there yet, and there are too many de-transition stories I’ve learned about to have confidence in all sex change surgeries, while insurance companies deny de-transition surgeries at the same time. I would not allow my taxes to pay for surgeries since they are not fully successful, but high quality hormones are different and often considered medicine for trans people.

Innocent intersex children are being forced into sex-surgeries, using insurance at times, sometimes give them issues later on in life. The insurance companies simply want money, but if they accepted de-transition surgeries, then there would be more pushback on transition surgeries to begin with. While people are dying of hunger, homelessness and disease around the world, who deserves to be cured, educated, and housed so their basic needs are met? Most trans people are no enemy to that question- many want to end all genocides and homelessness, including that of themselves. We should tax the rich to help the poor, but if we cannot agree on how to be rich, or how to help the poor, war must adapt to prove the most ethical side in the strongest most evidential ways that we possibly can- not through violence and greed. It’s like “all lives matter WHEN Black Lives Matter too;” so in the context of gender, “all lives matter WHEN intersex/trans/girls and boys/women and men aren’t being trafficked, raped, starved, groomed by pedophiles, and genocided for existing.”

Since hormones are different than sex surgery, and somewhat easy to make and extract from herbs, while they’ve proven to support many transgender people, Canada and some U.S. states have hormones covered by public tax-funded and corporate healthcare systems. Sex surgery is too in some places, but it has been proven to be more risky and more expensive. We could be eradicating pedophilia and building schools in Africa run by Africans in reparation, advocating to protect intersex babies, investing in safer sex surgeries and climate sustainability. Pedophiles should be more illegal than they are, but there’s no executive order against them. Some of them are trying to justify by saying they are “minor attracted persons” as an orientation identity on the IT2sLGBTQA spectrum, but they aren’t and they make us look disgusting and ethical by trying to be a part of our spectrum. Some justify by saying they have a disease they cannot control, such as an addiction, when in fact controlling their thoughts and their urges is possible with residential rehabilitation and online monitoring. This removed Ted Talk tried to justify pedophilia on the spectrum as an orientation, and these Far-Right Christians tried to use the video to make it look like all gay people are like that; the lack of discernment is horrendous.

We need a cure pathway, so we must intervene further than simply diagnosing them, we need a legal structure to ban them and rehabilitate pedophiles into healthier sexual orientations. Science should be advancing therapies, surgical interventions, social interventions, technical interventions, and serving the poor with vaccines, food and other medicines, so they may achieve more practical statuses. Yet, the wealthy refuse to do these things efficiently due to their own upbringing, specialized ignorance, misinformation, and especially, greedy expenditures on unnecessary toys, weapons, and other forms of consumerism normalized (similar to the unnecessity of pedophilia).

The egg came before the chicken like instinct came before intuition. Some of our species have been mal-mutated by the overdeveloped instinct of self-defense (narcissism), and others strive to unite their instinct(s) through developing their adaptive intuition (their comprehension); evolution. A research article on the neuro-biology of “intuition” cites the process as an “evolutionarily as a pathfinding mechanism emerging from the brain’s optimization of its relationship with the environment.” (Kelso et al. 2025). Instincts are based on survival mechanisms that sometimes cause stress hormones -which do damage DNA. In that, instincts are truly destined to be refined by intuition, however, because they are survival-based mechanisms, they are unfortunately very difficult to stop when over-developed, such in narcissisms (over-protection of self-interests), ignorance (over-protecting oneself or family from knowledge that is deemed unwanted by their form of social constructs), and greed (highly concentrated resources extracted from others and the Earth).

Both marketing tactics and addiction behaviors tend to override the gentle intuitive gravity for hardwired instinctual senses. Colors, social expectations, and provocative wording and cinema seek to convince people they need products they don’t actually need. Unfortunately, some people accuse transgender ideology of this, including de-transitioners. The fact is, despite it’s indigenous roots in pre-plastics intersex variation and homosexuality, there is a medical fast-track push for transgender surgeries specifically, despite the risks involved with quick transition rates. Starting out slow, using hormone blockers incrementally, then hormones incrementally, further education on the surgery, education on de-transitions (to test the person’s reasons and dedication to transition), a choice to pick from a variety of doctors (instead of being assigned the doctor), and access to interview other patients of the doctor choices. Whether it’s a relationship or a plate of food, moving too quickly can unhealthy or even dangerous, but affirming people’s feelings and desires to be recognized will aid in easing their dysphoria and invoke euphoric emotions.

In addiction, the accessibility to harmful agents, and again, social expectations, as well as psychological issues related to trauma and self esteem, tend to confuse intuitive processes. People think they are being “useful” by “using” things, or harming themselves, because they were bullied by their family or other members of society. Sometimes, when people get off pharmaceutical mental health medicines, their brains go into a depression or manic behaviors, and cause them to use drugs, commit suicide, or other risky behaviors. This is similar to the issue with de-transitions not being covered by insurance companies, despite the potential of stem cell-based surgical advancements for both trans and de-trans situations (and in general). The will to get off of industrial pharmaceuticals is not supported by society, despite the supplements and alternative therapies and micro-doses, proven to help people’s mental health, but are not covered by insurance. These pharma-therapies include psilocybin mushrooms, an abundance of different herbs (Skullcap, Catnip, Lemon Balm, Chamomile, and so many more), and sometimes Ketamine, Iboga, MDMA, Lysergic Acid Diethylamide, and Dimethytriptamine, if practiced with a doctor of those medicines, in a guided therapeutic and healthy cultural manner.

Once an addict or consumer seeks the awareness of their personal gravity, their self control can be refined- but this takes social change, community organizing (that of which supports our vital organs; our bodies and our life ways), and the latter medicinal rEvolution. It is more than “will power” that gets people out of addiction, it’s more than simply “purpose.” People can have nothing within a “will” other than what they have been stuck with (via inheritance, poverty, or wealth), and they could say their purpose is to do drugs. Power is raw gravity itself, and everything that pushes somebody down, or more mysteriously, to get up. It’s motivation -spiritual, emotional, communal, and physical, that makes a person stop unnecessary drug use and overconsumption. When indigenous people fall out of connection to their great mystery, they assume that consuming something that makes them feel great in the short term, but terrible in the long term, is somehow greater than the time and resources they’d spend on their practical creation of life, the re-memberance of who they are, their art of wisdom -of whom they can become if they seek those they want to be like; healthy community is wildly important. Yet, the environment has been and is being ransacked without enough reparation and rejuvenation, and we need to break habits to save habitats for the sake of our healthy evolution.

Overpopulation needs to be addressed with medicines like the pro-life abortion, not genocide and other forms of murderous torture. Abortion is pro-life because it honors the life of the female/trans-man, while the fetus is a part of their body, being connected to it and reliant on it. Thus, it is pregnant person’s authority to command their own body and personal health decisions- nobody else should be in control of their health choices. You can freeze a fetus for 30 years and grow a baby from it- you cannot freeze a baby for 30 years and keep it alive. A fetus is a different entity that we can use for medicinal advancements, because its stem cells aid in the research of curing of diseases of both current and future lives, while abortion is a nonviolent population control -unlike genocide. Abortion is pro-life, because it’s not only pro-the pregnant person’s life, but it also has the potential of harnessing stem cells more effectively from fetus and placenta tissues, to save lives. Again, similar to the issue of supporting some sides of medicinal progress and not others, some people support in vitro fertilization, but not abortion, even though overpopulation is a serious threat to the planet, and adoption rates are not high enough. There are children wishing for parents crying in orphanages and foster care while people have spent thousands on invitro fertilization, and are ignoring reparations for the forced sterilization upon indigenous women in 1970’s.

Forced sterilization is a warcrime and a part of genocide; an offensive action of supremacy-narcissism’s so-called “self-defense” but it is not act-u-ally for the defense of our basic needs nor our species’ interdependent peace & healthy evolution together. Genocide and legal crime causes species’ mal-mutation and political unrest. Birthing more children than necessary is also narsccissitic, and instead of naturally balancing out our causes of life and death, we are killing and reproducing far too much, and degrading the environment while doing so. War is often the excuse for genocide, but war is not an accurate enough diagnosis for the root causes of these evil conditions- greedy narcissism & toxic industrial complexes are.

If the flower’s intersexy point is similar to the function of a butterfly’s chrysalis (also phonetically similar to Christ -with ”t” being the cross)? Crying is an alchemy; water to whine, it turns the salt of trauma or discipline, into a water that evaporates into another form, like how sweat salts melted the crystals of fat (although some of those food memories deserve their stay in the skin). The chrysalis zone of transformation is like a womb for the wings, and language can also be this way. If we program A.I. in a language that was created to colonize something natural- can we truly trust it to help us recover nature? What if we multi-lingually program it to love, respect, and listen to our indigeneity and genders, and to acknowledge the indigeneity and genders of others? Would we have an A.I. suggesting actions to make new ones from renewable energy? Would it tell us ways to end pedophilia and genocide?

Words carry energy through the weight of their phonetic sound when spoken, as well as through the impact of reading; internal inspiration & imagination, projecting into speech, art, song, body-language, and meditative-self-talk. The collective association of a word, and the individual translations, are always in some debate of interpretation (words ~ wards). True war is for the beneficence of our evolutionary health; a survival of the fittest in mind, body, and spirit, in a holistic balance of loving power, not a love for power, of which takes much wisdom to comprehend and act-u-ally practice in the world today. War should be for the survival of the world’s fitness, not for one or a few species’ fitting their over-materialized self-obsessions and toxick desires upon the world.

war ≠ poverty; greed causes poverty.

war ≠ genocide; war is a faulty excuse for genocide, it is not genocide.

war ≠ evil; war is blamed by evil, as the name of w ar is stolen for evil’s cause.

War is a strategic effort of winning, but how far does it go until it turns into something else, such as evil’s genocide, poverty, and disease? That latter is evil winning the war, when can war win for world peace?

While reading an insightful book called Mind Managers by Herbert Irving Schiller (a dedicated professor of identifying media manipulation tactics), I learned about Edward Bernays; nephew of Sigmund Freud, co-initiator of the Council of Foreign Relations, and author of various books. I read the book Propaganda, by Bernays, and concluded that his writing seems more of curse than a inspiring revelation, despite its brute honesty:

“The conscious and intelligent manipulation of the organized habits and opinions of the masses is an important element in democratic society. Those who manipulate this unseen mechanism of society constitute an invisible government which is the true ruling power of our country. We are governed, our minds are molded, our tastes formed, our ideas suggested, largely by men we have never heard of.” -(Bernays, 1928)

Are we the assets to the elephant in the room? The asses/donkeys gave Don (trumf) the keys- no? The actual animals, donkeys and elephants, don’t usually fight in reality, they work and live for their families, while some humans too often curse them, imprison them, and torture them. Thomas Nast made up these animal based political cartoons in the mid-1800's.

Donkeys gave a Don the keys?

Bernays played a role in the United Fruit Company’s insurrection of Guatemala- stealing fruits from their rainforests & trafficking them to the U.S. He was also named (the faux) “father of Public Relations,” because he was a tool, one of the authors of the systemic division between “private” and “public” entities of the “law,” when the employment sector of “public relations” was born- which is now one of the most popular industries in the world (that did not exist before Bernays). He also worked to market a false feminine movement for cigarette companies in the 20’s & 30’s, tying women’s suffer-rage to the ability to smoke carcinogens & use stolen tobacco products:

Our species is paradoxically smart & stupid!

1920’s Campaign for Smoking via Women’s Health

Every blow-up’s got a backfire; taught pains do not have to be sought in the same harmonies in which they’ve been sowed- because rhythm changes through resonance, like systems change through revolutions.

When the term used for common-accord, is “a-greed” (agreeMent), we are using psycho-control tactics exploiting the hive mentality for private industry- not respecting the private parts of people in whole. To have a common accordance, is not always greedy- but this language makes it seem that way within the phonetic fabric. The New World Order (NWO) was to “sanction” technological forms as more sacred than those in control of them. Both cyberhacks & mindhacks are increasing in our national and personal security systems, be it doses of bad karma or a good dharmas waiting to be set free- we shall see. Actually, act-u-ally; with any personal presence of ancestral truth- what other spells of these spellENG’s have we cursed ourselves & others with, truly?

In Sanskrit, a vocal set of words is called a mantra, a visual symbol is called a yantra, and the physical embodiment of action is called tantra, but their conceptual purpose is to cause lifeforms evolutionary rejuvenation in benefitting the future of life -not for disease or regimes of displaced caste for the sake of faux power, fame, lust and greed. Unfortunately, European and American culture has sort of highjacked the word “tantra” for sexual reasons (a.k.a. Neo-Tantra), although it simply translates as “movement.” This highjack is rooted in the toxic-colonial take over of Hindu culture without reparation. Plenty of white women and men are profiting off of “Neo-Tantra” without actually giving any of their profits to the Hindu people or indigenous people in general.

Pazabilities Healingual

Englitch Flyer by Paxen

The words thyme and time; always growing, but for who- thy or me? The words “mine & mind,” is a selfish format of consciousness; to phonetically tie “mine” to the base of comprehensive empathy & creative potential (mind), subtly enforces an energy of narcissism & industrial complex (mine), as it also relates to the mining industry & entitlement, alongside the caste of “learning more” (displayed on the flyer).The terming of English as En-Glitch comes from a place of being inspired by the slang that BIPOC people made as an adaptation within languages, due to being forced to both learn, unlearn, and revive through creative expression and a necessary resistance for cultural survival. Be it only the squiggle of an “S” that separates the word cure” from curse” in this form of language… The “S” is visually in tact with symbol of “$” — the caduceus, yet this symbol has also imposed massive global poverty & diseases, going against the very root of its cause; to improve health systems for the masses with the trade creation of wealth (rather than improving mass-wealth at the cost of the masses health- the people’s dignity & thrival).

First, we whites did it to ourselves through witch-burning and “hate-red” (attacking the Irish, Scottish, and Scandinavian forms of “Europeans”), and then wee did it to rest of the 4 direction-poles of race-color: to the Hindus, the Native-Indigenous of the Americas, Africa, Australia, the Philippines & other Dark-Asiatic & African Islanders, along with sections of the Middle-East (Yemen, Palestine, etc.)- causing a mal-mutation of narcissistic personality disorder growing generation after generation, based on a “white” racial construct, supported by religious & monetary excuses, and fueled by weapons of mass destruction, which has been proven to perpetuate mass systemic illness for our species- not evolution.

A mass peace upon us; end weapons of mass destruction!

One of my artworks from the early 2000’s

Anarchy Cat Art by Paxen


While “white,” in this language (land-gauge), is phonetically synonymous with “right, fight, might, sight, blight, bright, shite, kite, bite, smite, and light” among others… but not all forms of “light” are “white” -that’s a misnomer, for we see many forms of color, and some animals happen to see/sense many more/different spectrums of color than humans can. When we see green trees, bugs see rainbows (that’s why some of them love eating poop because what looks brown to us looks like a highly nutritious meal to them). Being “white” per se, does not denote to the unevolved human, but using our “race” in a self-obsessive, supremacist way, dividing it from ethnicity, and linguistically (thus psycho-socially) having it rippling that effect physically and economically, is devolving the human species away from collaborative adaptions, beneficial interdependence, historical truth, creativity, and “in general,” a healthy united state of humanity with the Earth & outer space. English is the only language in existence that reinforces itself within its own fabric (everythENG, spellENG. thinkENG), by subconsciously imposing the vocality of “ing” as a common concluding phonetic. Being one of the most common languages in the world (mostly by force and coercion), this language asserts the ethnic supremacy of the English people among the common unifications systems of land gauge, and hence needs to be edified for ethical global and indigenous coherence.

Who is “in general” position of the planet’s army? The plan-E.T.? The plan-it?

En-glitch isn’t anybody’s indigenous language in fact, even England had other language forms in pagan rule. English is a appropriation allowed by the Latin (Southern European) land-gauge, with Anglo-Saxon-Jute and French, and a few indigenous words mixed into it, used for their common-unification of a rulership, through monarchal subconscious terminologies to uphold Rome (and certain kinds of “romance”) often using anti-earth stigmata, enhancing a narcissistic reign to explore outer space, while causing acid rain & other pollutions, without a true acknowledgment of the ecological roots that our capital resources are being extracted from, and how they are part of interdependent structures.

There were & are albinos in every type of race- sometimes sacrificed in pain, and sometimes married into tribes… They were & are also especially “rare” in human trafficking commodity (along with the intersex people); sold as a special fetish. Not all whites are the same, as not all more melinated peoples are the same, as not all sexual and gender identities are exactly the same. Gender comes from sex because sex itself is a spectrum, from small to large reproductive parts, to having both chromosomes and intersex variation- which is why we also have a variation in gender identity spectrums, sociologically based on the naturally occurring biology.

Orientation and “oriental” are similar, naturally gearing preference to Asians, socio-subconsciously. Similar to enforced binaries in race, to be-in-lack (b-lack), red with “anger,” or yell-”ow”-these are linguistic and cultural-racial biases to further colorism spell-ENGs. However, to “yell-oh” may be an exclamation of learning for all we know… To be-lack, to be-less is to be blessed. The 4 directions of race/color/shade, do not have to be interpreted the way Carl Linnaeus inaccurately wrote for evil. I teach my child(ren) the 8 Directions of Race, wherein all 4 directions have 2 sides to them: they could either hurt or heal their context of power in the lives of others & within themselves. Discernment is the wisdom to know the difference- “to change the things we cannot accept” and to accept the unchangeable- like the fact that intersex and BIPOC lives’ aren’t going away!

Angela Davis: Professor & Author

Art by Rick Frausto

However, to be-lacking disease is a healthy gift any human desires (be negative on a test for illness). Everybody who has ever received a vaccine to prevent them from diseases should thank Henrietta Lacks. Too many whites have hypocritically refused to respect others & each other. The US, the UK, Russia, alongside China and the wealthy Middle East, have the highest rates of human and resources-trafficking, of all the other colors of the 4 directions of race, and their land’s materials- even doing it to themselves without remorse. It’s like the white blood cells attacking the body itself; auto-immune disease. Africa is also genociding and raping their own people due to toxic police culture & uneducated domination. When will it stop?

The pole-ice has been melting as the police bring on another kind of heat.

When we observe metals occurring naturally in rock, they exist sprinkled in smaller parts of the rock’s formation, where the Earth element is in mass compared to the metal(s). Metallurgy was intended to exist as an art for protection, to be learned by all to the extent that it honors self-defense, but not at the cost of the Earth in which it came from, the air we breathe, the water we drink, and the innocence of existence. How the metals occur sparingly in rock, the use of weaponry should also be used sparingly; a micro-to-macro warning or teaching to us from the natural formula presented by the Earth’s creation (the metal for a syringe or computer is smaller in scale to the metal used for a nuclear bomb or machine gun). Asia, Africa, and the Middle East “in general” developed the first guns and coins, but then their works were appropriated and redistributed by the cultures of the less melinated existences, sometimes in pure hypocrisy.

Water we doing with our lives? Human life developed from the center-heated equator and its connection to the sea and sky, then our species traveled outward to the poles of the Earth, where it is colder and less sunny… Where the other existence of oneself is on the other side of the planet, the other pole, so the soul sought to find itself across the world- at the cost of the world itself…

Special Economic Zones (SEZ) of international law claim to allow undistinguished forms of “legal” gun, product, or human trafficking situations, and these zones are part of border law/less culture, in the offense and defense of certain regimes. Other than the white males whom have the most money in the whole world, most people have some sort mental burden because of those mens’ greed. I wonder if their position ever bothers them? Their narcissisms are the root of all evil on this planet.

Special Economic Zones aka Unjust Trafficking 101

When we look at the most popular languages on this sickened earth, we see Englitch & Chinese as the top two most commonly spoken languages in current times. Looking further into chronology, Chinese is an older language than English, and they have a holistic medicine system that we employ to save us sometimes. English has no holistic medicine system, other than trying to translate methods based in Latin, Greek, and some other languages older than English- but it tends to be biased against other racial indigeneities. In Euro-pagan divination there are Norse Runes, Celtic, Sami, Nuraghe, and old Basque folklores that likely have their own kind of herbal medicine cures, but Americans are seldom taught about this root-cause recognition. Sadly, current Chinese politics refuses to respect intersex and homo/bisexual culture, and during the 1800s they enacted a mass infantcide on female babies, rendering them illegal and worthless to their culture. However, India has done the same thing, and so has Greece. Killing women/girls remains to be a mental/physical/spiritual health issue for humanity, which is why the United Nations has determined fem-protection & leadership a goal to enact in their operations.

Raciolinguistics is an emerging field of study founded by H. Samy Alim, and others, such as feminist, Gloria E. Anzaldúa. It’s about how language reinforces the stereotypes of race and oppression, while also being used for racial liberation through adaptations. They have not really scribed about the concepts I mention in this article (for my research on this topic is different from theirs), but they do theorize how people identify racially through different forms of a common language. For example, the differences between Mexican Spanish, Spain Spanish, and Brazilian Spanish, are all related to certain castes and experiences of race, ethnic, land, and gender categories.

I’ve been bullied by all sides of da pyramid

Art by David Fitzgerald

Poor people and the “pores” of our skins both cannot breathe because of toxic mentality and pollution. While we must sometimes face the allergic reactions to our own existence and the existence of others (auto-immunity & autocracy), we can try to balance these sensitivities, with respect for our roots, seeking to cure the pathology of our species ill-wills. Latin based literacies also use “Italics” to shift the typing to the right further, to provide a certain emphasis, which is also another linguistically mental-social association to a subconscious politic. We already write to the right, and to indicate something further, we use this phonetic association to “Italy” to provide that further-right-context.

Did we be found by getting lost, in the paradox of a sphere? Or did all we do is spread fear?

When we call it a “sfear,” do we become unconscious of its strength? Do we no longer hear, for our ears become blind to our eyes? What does it truly amount to real-eyes something? The “it” — is it Italian? Ore, is it “information technology?” Is it, internalized thankfulness? How is it? Why was the Sanskrit-Hindi culture of chakras denounced as pseudoscience? Racism and supremacy. Yet, folks recently proved them correct with science machinery, and renamed the phenomenon as something different, to prove our points away from the cultures that already had their own forms of science to prove it themselves- despite our machines. The “3rd eye” or “Ajna” (in Sanskrit; अजना) has been a topic for many generations in the human species, but the culture of En-Glitch sought to destroy it and re-determine it for themselves:

Screenshot of Study Linked in Caption Below

Study Providing Evidence about the Human Ionosphere or “Telepathic” Magnetic Sensing via “Mirror Neurons”

Sometimes I can seem not “mentally sound,” because this en-glitch turned me into a bug, while I was making others sick, wishing I could take that part of my existence back, and buzz off & away into the trees of rainbow oxygen & nutrients (what’s left of that anyways); sacrificing myself to a great birden of creation, adding myself to the sacred balance seeking restorative vibes, resolving an over-centralized narc-ambition of lies. For we were forced to be-lie-ve, instead of to bee-leaf, and we were taught to choose Eve instead of the queen of darkness (Lilloth translates to “spiral outward into darkness” in the He-brew’s To-Rah), but they are both beautiful, yet only won can be you to the fullest in this language’s racial intention… However, if Eve came from Adam’s own rib, isn't that incest? In the artwork I designed below, I want the viewer to see that this hue-man is speaking in the pagan element symbols, being a part of the rainbow prophecy, and how climate change is a part of land-gauge change:

Expresa Tu Visión by Paxen

Earlier we read that in the Latin-Greek root of stigma, it’s supposedly “a mark made by a pointed instrument”- but aren’t words in themselves “marks” carried by the instrument of our voices, pens, and type? Moving to liberate the imposed confusions, I question the definers our common chooses to listen to. It’s also propagated that stigma’s disgracing connotation stems from the Christian-Catholic term of “stigmata,” marking the wounds that killed Christ, before they came back to life… Whether metaphorically or literally, believing Christ deserved to die, or that they were wrongfully murdered, or believing in them at all, either way leads to the point that they were “reborn” in some way… So maybe that analogy of plant reproduction is there to “seed” the religion into the core of a biological, natural rebirthing structure (to perpetuate it as a root creation story, instead of honoring the true creation).

So I wonder, how do we shift the language to a restorative vibe, using the word “stigma” -religion besides the point, asking what kind of energy do we give its birthing power? Which ways do you address your root, pathologize its growth, and design its sway to move with the wind, the animals, and the common? How do we feel free and great-full, thankful, thAnkh-full, in the flow of our semantic? Could scribing in emojis, or letters from other languages mixed into to English be a thing in the future? If the stigma is a point when pollen inseminates the carrier tube of ovulation, where seed culminates to transform into potential life, then words are seeds too, as the mouth and body both absorbs and excretes… The stigma of mental healthcare, homo/bisexuality, homelessness or nomadism, being indigenous or alien, and nonviolent population control (instead of genocide, abortion is pro-current-life and its stem cells aid in the research of curing of diseases of current and future lives)- all relate to being a seed of culture too; modified to toxically colonize for greed, or modified to secure a healthier humanity…

I petitioned the definition of “fair” because of this issue. What dimension do we program fairness from? Some languages are strictly oral, which can be measured with biosurveillance, similar to the telepathic experiments, but interpraxisal communication can never truly be measured in full.

Kimimila Sapa by Paxen

Language is a type of energy. We see this concept again with the word “mean” and it’s other definitions. To be cruel to a person is to be mean to them also. Or is it? Yet, the “average” in mathematics is also called the mean, as well as the “sacred mean” of fractal balance. Is it average to be mean? It’s like being a-greed. Quite rudimentary really, what do we re-ally ourselves to here? What do we act-u-ally do about healing the plan-it? Why is that not a priority? Why does space matter more to the wealthy military cults?

I am a bug en-glitching up a machine full of mean averages.

Indigenous languages seek to sound like nature as much as possible, belonging to the land in unique ways, such as naming themselves after animals and body parts (Red Deer or Yellow Hand, for example), and using every single part of the animals they pray/prey to. Indigenous culture is forever tied to the land and sky elements of nature, not a book, not greed, although some had books and greed. When our species enacted structures outside of nature, things became “terr-ible.” Terr-ible; when we terraformed into biblical structures forcibly/enforcedly, all the species upon the planet were called “pagan” and then marginalized, or were Latinized in order to be “accepted” for the new world order (NWO). While “the rest” of humans (and only humans) were then removed from the natural societies they had once built and were building- interrupted into a world that has genocided, polluted, and gaslighted our natural connections to ancestral ecological existence, sacrificed for a faux economy. Being en-glitch has led us into a natural systems’ demise through disguise; biblicizing the original plan-it given to us by the creator, by the great-mystery. Yes, I miss-trees, a whole lot.

The mental causation of great wealth for a few sum of people; some peep-holes and pupils, turned our plan-it into pyramid schemes and cubicles, while the surface used to be much more well-rounded and less defined, confined, and resigned. Not all of English is bad, but its design is meant to subconsciously reinforce the culture of money and guns for a few. Let’s hope the revive-gun starts to be worked on more so by our future generations (as seen in video games). A mass for health was forced to turn into a sermon of wealth; of death, destruction, and disease, so very few may be pleased. NWO be a lie; there has only been one world, but the fear in search for another, has divided us away from the truth of our interdependence & revolutionary creativity. A.I. Law and Space Law is upon us, as people are still getting murdered over copyright & property, but in new forms (history repeats itself unless it is changed).

Photo From 1910

1910 Photo of Indigenous Child with a Dog, By Richard Throssel

God is “dog” backwards for a reason. The cultures normally differing from the bible tend to eat dog meat, which is coincidentally more sustainable than eating cows, but considered “evil” to most of Western culture. For coexistent thrival & revival (not only survival), we can transform the rules to more thorough innerstandings of pathology and shift the perspective to rejuvenating the natural mentality. By changing our language (translation), our transportation, our energy extraction/creation, and especially the recycling system that all the latter relies on, we can get better.

Focus on the sacred balance of your own root causes, your own indigenous ancestors of all 4 directions, and the direction(s) you belong to the most, while recovering the ones invaded in all corners of the space “race” that’s dis-allowed a faux start for the few (future). Be-cause (be the cause), when we are able to define the root-cause of what harms & what heels/heals us, what repairs & what respawns, in action & in subconscious states- we are able to discern & recognize differences & commonalities based on our personal stigmata (or stigmas). If we are safe enough to feel the planting of our soul, through our own unique stigma & style, we can bloom the seeds of our gifts that we then petal to our relations as gracefully ovulated pollinations of interdependent-truth & coexistent design… but without root-cause, we will continue to suffer and cause suffering, with chronic revolt.

Author’s Note:

This article was typed to summarize a concept of a book I am authoring called, Asdrawlogy’s Healingual: Englitch & the Anti-Gravity ResisDance, about Language Arts, Cosmobiological Allyship, A.I. Ethics, and Intersectional Dialogues- awaiting publication by 2028. You can read the description on the back of my book in another article from my account here on Medium. My legal name is Athena, but I changed it to Paxen (pronounced liked “passion”) because there have been plenty of war ships named after “Athena” (including in the Middle East)- but they’d never name a war-ship after peace- be-cause peace is true worship.

I was-dumb, now I seek wisdom.

Nobody is perfect, but I seek to per-fect the harms I have done in this life and in past, for my ancestors, for my child(ren), for the plan-it. For the kids should grow into G.O.A.T.s- not into sacrifices and forgotten souls, wishing they weren't alone… Let US become one, united in our states, for divided we are a-gain. All bodies/bodhis bee-yew-to-the fullest (Yew tree is the plant constituent in the anti-cancer pharmaceutical drugs Taxol & Paclitaxel)

As my Peepaw would say, “I hate everybody equally!”

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DIAMONDS & INFINITY

For the astrology nerds only.

This is an excerpt from a chapter in Asdrawlogy’s Healingual: En-Glitch & the Anti-Gravity ResisDance by Paxen-Atheme Landyback

Is it a chain of debilitation with opposing energy, or a constant cycle of seeking reparation? Perhaps it’s both as gravitational energy is unique for each and every being that experiences it, with collective contiguity. As we meditate on the value of the opposition aspect in astrology, we can also see it’s infinity sign- a destined dance to cycle through polarity together. The Gilda symbol (~) finds a partner, and gives us the idea of something that is not exact -but does exist within orb. People may not see “eye to eye” -but they can experience proximity within physical spaces and time. When the other half of the Gilda completes the infinity sign, is it our conscious effort and will of gravitational spirit to create a clearer vison, to comprehend the realm in which the opposition takes place, without corrupting our own mission?

Opposition-Gilda-Infinity Glasses Graphic drawn in Paint by Paxen-Atheme

War has always existed, since the beginning of time. Health vs disease is longest war we’ve ever seen and will likely forever experience. When health wins, we win. At the beginning of Earth, there were/are various elements shifting positions without being conscious of themselves. When elements meet with intensity, the life that spawned after them sometimes suffer, while also learning to adapt over generations of manifesting an ecoline and ecotone gradient to exist in; cusping the intensities and balancing within them. Indigenous societies have a vision of war-etiquette, in a way that did not have to create pollution and disruption to the natural cycles of the planet. They practiced the healthiest ways of being a part of and honoring the sacred hoop; the round receptacle and everlasting ray of connection between our shining pupil perspectives, the Earth and Sky. We live on a sphere, not a pyramid or cube. However, our structures have seen fear (sphere) and have been highjacked by pyramid schemes and cubical imprisonments; compartmentalizing us into pointless divisions, scribbles of wasted energy, disease, and unnecessary loss of life. It is elemental poison that we must sequester with our natural gifts. We are all here for a reason, let’s make it the best reason we can give, in every season.

Turning Squares into Diamonds Graphic drawn in Paint by Paxen Atheme

For structural form, the design of the rectangle or square has been the building shape on our planet, perhaps trying to look like stalagmites popping out, but if we are to repair our climate, we must utilize the tops and sides of those buildings as green house gardens or solar panel tech, to shade the incoming heat of our future global warming, because leaving them as they are causes an unnecessary heat reflecting onto the concrete below and back into the atmosphere. Similar to the square aspect, a person must push themselves to create a diamond out of their rough. The raw potential energy can be a tough understand- so we must strategize inner strength, and take back the gravity to shift ourselves in to becoming the building block for something truly worthwhile. We must all push ourselves, to push the government and capitalists, to transform our shared space so we can live healthier and more sustainable lives.

To be continued…

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INDIGENOUS GRAVITY

Learning about the Indigenous Worldview, through all 4 Directions of so called human “race,” we can specifically reconnect the star knowledges as a way to give back conscious gravity to an ancestral way of archetyping the skies, with rest and reparative respect for our common poles/pulls.

Promoting the regenerative authority of Indigenous Star Knowledge, power and control, can become a proven supplement and cure to the harmful ideologies that hold up the structures of illness that perpetuate societal, mental, and environmental devastation, as they are about archetypes that lived with the land and still do. A war between tribes is on a much smaller scale than between countries or religions, be-cause when we localize and become present in the here and now, we reduce the worry- the warry, of the future and intead learn from the revenge of the past.

Coyote Mcdonald

Native American Flag ~ Painting by Coyote Mcdonald in Albuquerque/Apache/Tewa/Hopi, NM

As a socially constructed “white” person, commanded by language tactics connected to a toxic legacy of thievery and gaslighting, having mostly Euro DNA and a privileged upbringing, I cannot identify as a First Nations person of this country, and in the past I thought I could call myself race-nonconforming- but I had to reconstruct my ideals in order to realize why it’s better to conform to the human race, and acknowledge my toxic privileged status among it, due to epidermal & ethnic racism. Skin color is directly targeted in a sickened by supremacist society, and skin color is more noticeable than gender, so one cannot “un-conform” to what color they are unless they change their skin color. Gender-Nonconforming is more accepted, such as being androgynous, because it’s less noticeable than skin color. Sometimes, you simply cannot tell if somebody is female or male, as much as you can tell what color they are, so to non-conform to my racial skin color is mostly impossible unless I want to spend a bunch of money trying to change what I look like, which others have done (fake transracial, different than “mixed race”) -and I don’t feel like doing that.

I try my best not appropriate as much as possible, although a lot of white culture is stolen from BIPOC history and regurgitated, so I try to make my culture a reimagining of what white is, surrendering to the truth of history, and what it means to be responsible for an ancestral legacy, instead of being ignorant of it. There are so many different kinds of Indigenous Aboriginal Star Knowledges, just as there are different kinds of astrology in general- and having to construct my sentence that way shows a main point in critical race theory: the main, or regular astrology or culture is based on the white-constructed themes (Greek/Roman/Christian Mythos), and everything else is other, and considered different than the normal culture that we are all used to. The fact the starting point or blank slate comes from a colonized, white-dominant center, instead of one that is indigenous to the land we are on, shows that we are living in a construct founded in genocide, ethnic cleansing and indoctrination.

Instead of respecting the space that was already occupied, and building relationships over time, Europeans were convinced that killing, poisoning, and renovating what did not need to be renovated, was the only way for them to feel powerful and meaningful in the world. The quote “kill the Indian, save the man” also meant “kill the lifeforms, save the materials”- as if they were two different things that could live without the other! Now the whole world suffers because if you kill the life, the land dies too- the connection to ways of maintaining a healthy land, having honor and mercy, was removed- the pollution of death, and the plastic of pain, became the demon polarity equal to the gods of industry and profit. However, they are not Indians, they never were- that’s a mistake made by the Europeans whom thought they were from Asia- when their DNA has actually been proven to be unique to this land, as their ancestors did not ONLY cross the Bering Strait, as some studies have recently found proof of their history here before that theory was proven, as the population of this country has gone through a series of migration cycles.

Tactics of domination included language change as a major aspect- language is like land-gauge, how we gauge what to do upon the land with symbols and sounds. Just as the wind creates canyons, our language creates the paths of society in the physical world- the connection from the minds of thinking, to the bodies of doing, the stories, the holidays, and the structure of “employee” and “boss” are all constructs of language design meant to command influence the cognitive behavior that eventually commands the physical. The ancient or indigenous languages used more muscles of the throat, lungs, mouth and vocal cords, so they could make animal noises and engage in mental states with forms of tone chanting and vocal-listening as an internal focus, and telepathic art, and we are losing this ability by using technology to voice us instead.

Engaging ourselves with the indigenous practices of the culture we come from is the best way to connect back to our roots and to help guide our intuition with our ancestral accuracy. The following refers to the Indigenous people of what’s called “America,” but was not always called that, and by studying their ways with the intent of repairing, rather than gaslighting their experiences, we will aid in the reconciliation of a “United States” that is controlled by the people at home to it, rather than by those controlling it from far away, which has been America’s standard for far too long.

For the Lakota, what is known as the Aries constellation, in line with a few other stars, is also known as the Dried Willow constellation. The Lakota people have around 7 different words relating to “Willow” because it is such a sacred tree, as they use it for medicine, bows and arrows, and mix the inside powder of the bark with smoking tobacco. There is also a Lakota Animal constellation that includes various star lines, including the Taurus constellation. The constellation called Great Circle-Black Hills, consists of Pleiades, Rigel, Sirius, Procyon, Castor-Pollux, and Capella stars, which have Lakota names too. 8 out of the 12 stars of the Gemini constellation make the constellation Mahto Tipila (Bear’s Lodge), or colonially, the “Devil’s Tower” (which tribes find to be a very disrespectful name), because it correlates to an actual sacred place on Earth/Makȟówaŋča. Many people believe that Mahto Tipila was once a giant tree, and now an ancient tree-stump- or is a reminder of such.

The Wyoming State Parks Department were conducting photographic seismic readings below the tower, when they discovered an incredibly large petrified root system below the tower." It does not explicitly make the claim that the popular, mystic rock structure was a giant tree at one point; it leaves it up to readers to make the extrapolation.” (USA Today Fact Check)

Mahto Tipila       For the Mayans, there were many different calendar used for their tracking systems. The planet Venus was especially important for indicating lucid dreaming cycles in connection to the timing of warfare- when to merge the seemingly opposing orders. Although, Venus is also popularly known as a planet of partnership, beauty, values, balance, aesthetic, money making or trade, and art making- and it orbits in a fractal design relating the “Golden Mean,” “Pentacle” symbol, and a rose, further explaining why it tends to represent trade, balance, beauty and love. Many astrologers refer to Venus as a “money indicator,” but due to massive economic inequality, that can be a classist perspective. The Mayans simultaneously use their Tzolkin Venus Calendar together with their Haab Sun Calendar, tracking the correlations for a balanced society.        In my personal experience, I’ve truly had memorable dreams and spiritual life events lined up with the days of my personal Tzolkin calendar. All on the same day, I watched an anime called Children Who Chase Lost Voices, which features a journey to find something like Quetzalcoatl, I kicked out an abusive alcoholic roommate, and found a wandering Husky dog named Sunka (Shoon-Ka/Dog in Lakota), that coincidentally belonged to somebody I knew and look up to (and Dog is also one of my Mayan signs)- and later on that day, after all that had happened, I come to find out it was my Tzolkin birthday. Another time, I had a very memorable dream that also taught me a lesson about life and death, strategy and acceptance- and the dream had a Deer in it… after I  had woken up and checked the calendar, I saw it was the time of the Deer Trecana.         There are various versions of Mayan astrology that people can refer to. Jose Argüelles was known to have taken ancient Mayan astrology and recreated it into a new model, and that information can be found at The Foundation for The Law of Time. Various Indigenous Mayans believe that Argüelles appropriated their cultural into some kind of neoliberal pyramid scheme that people buy information from. Personally, I don’t think Argüelles meant to appropriate Mayan traditions with his research specifically with the intention to make a buck, but he did reorganize them, and the people whom inherited it after his death are profiting from it- and I don’t find that justified to the actual Mayan people. I have found my sign from Argüelles Starroot calculator, and its description from Astro-Dream-Advisor, to have help myself and others get further context of oneself- but it truly does ignore the reality of appropriation, and that needs to be addressed and called out.         Similar to Argüelles, but claims to be using the “traditional” Mayan astrology, Vajra Fatih Keçelioglu (born and raised in Turkey) and Kenneth Johnson (from California, whom was initiated as a Mayan aj q’ij ~daykeeper, in November of 2017) run the website MyMayanSign.com and YouTube channel, where my description of being a Knife adult day sign has been described. Kenneth’s Mayan astrology teachings can be found here. Their point is to share the knowledge that they researched, to promote Mayan astrological culture, apparently with permission of those Mayans whom they studied with. Not all nations of the Mayan people would agree with such efforts, especially since these guys are making money from their site readings (including from me since I have paid for a reading by them), I’d say it’d sit with me better if a percentage of their profits actually went to real Mayan communities, like the activists defending the Amazon forest- but as far as I know, they do not do that, and I find it sad.         There are various other sites that would tell you your Mayan astrology sign with explanation, but nothing beats getting a reading from an actual Mayan person, or actually studying with the Mayan people- whom probably have better things to do, like fight colonizing lumberjacks destroying their rainforest and murdering their people, but maybe they’d teach you if you helped them fight for their forest and their way of life. This site, sacredroad.org, is the Saq’be, Organization for Mayan and Indigenous Spiritual Studies, and has been the closest Mayan Astrology source I’ve found in English, that is visibly most connected to the actual Mayan peoples, as it is a non-profit meant to support them, and I have donated to them- their site also categorizes me as the Knife sign (Tijax/Etz’nab).         I’d use these resources out of curiosity, but only with the discernment between appropriation and reparation. To take the information for yourself without at least thanking or supporting the Mayan community in spirit or in person, is inevitably appropriation, and if you plan to use that information to help bring liberation to the actual Mayan people, then be sure to make that a part of your way of life, not just as an act of charitable philanthropy. Identifying as a White Rhythmic Dog, has honestly helped me heal, probably because I allowed my subconscious to put full faith in that description of me, and I still believe in it only because it helped me grow as a person, and I include it in my own personal power. Same with being the Obsidian point, which is ironically a deep black color (usually), in contrast to being of the “White” direction (polarity). I’ve used the tone of “Rhythmic” to further solidify being a spoken-word artist, singer and dancer. I laugh at the spelling of Dog backwards and being named after one (Athena), and further I ponder how different the meaning of “White” is, being the direction of the “North” in Mayan astrology, and usually Indigenous meanings in general- verses being a “white person” by colonial standards of “race.”         It’s even helped me heal my mental health issues around Schizoaffective, which I’ve been working to be undiagnosed from. Indigenous cultures saw mental health as a shamanic issue sometimes, helping the person with ceremonial plant medicines, enchantments and instructions, as well a collective perspective (intervention)- compared to colonial society’s “give em’ a pill and some therapy” type industrial complex. Astrology in general can have a healing effect, but it can also have a harmful effect and I’ve experienced both, realizing that faith is an art of mastering your own sense of will power and self-consciousness, while learning from past and present experiences.

For the Mayans, there are several calendars used for their tracking systems. The planet Venus was especially important for indicating lucid dreaming cycles in connection to the timing of warfare- when to merge the seemingly opposing orders. Venus is also popularly known as a planet of partnership, beauty, values, balance, aesthetic, money making or trade, and art making- and it orbits in a fractal design relating the “Golden Mean,” “Pentacle” symbol, and a rose, further explaining why it tends to represent trade, balance, beauty and love. However this gets conflated with the overproduction of aesthetic principles, rather than the healthy balance that the actual vibration geometrically formulates. Many astrologers refer to Venus as a “money indicator,” but due to massive economic inequality, that can be a classist perspective, especially when looking to Pluto, Jupiter, and Saturn as the energies that control how Venus realm allocates. Other cultural star gravities allocate differently due to their average faith and reliance on their environment’s natural surroundings, being connected to the sky. The Mayans simultaneously use their Tzolkin Calendar (260 days- a bit more than the 24 hour Venus cycle), together with their Haab Sun Calendar (360 days- a bit less than the 24 hour Sun calendar) to track the correlation plans for a balanced society.

There are different versions of Mayan astrology that people can refer to, just as there are different versions astrology in general. Jose Argüelles was known to have taken ancient Mayan astrology and recreated it into a new model, and that information can be found at The Foundation for The Law of Time. Various Indigenous Mayans believe that Argüelles appropriated their cultural into some kind of neoliberal pyramid scheme that people buy information from. Personally, I don’t think Argüelles meant to appropriate Mayan traditions with his research specifically with the intention to make a buck, but he did reorganize them, and the people whom inherited it after his death are profiting from it- and I don’t find that justified to the actual Mayan people in full. I have found my sign from Argüelles Starroot calculator, and its description from Astro-Dream-Advisor, to have helped myself and others get further context of self- but it truly does ignore the reality of appropriation and who is making the most out of the organization. Part of the toxicity in our society is the massive amount of cognitive dissonance from being forced into certain regimes that provide an over-consumptive paralyzation of “choice,” due to the overwhelming privleges some have that others work so hard to achieve or die for.

Similar to Argüelles, there are others that have studied “traditional” Mayan astrology, such as Vajra Fatih Keçelioglu, born and raised in Turkey but studied with the Maya, and runs the website MyMayanSign.com and YouTube channel, where descriptions are explained by Fatih. Kenneth Johnson from California was initiated as a Mayan “aj q’ij ~ daykeeper” in November of 2017, and explains the Mayan signs and teachings he learned on his website Jaguar Wisdom. Not all nations of the Mayan people would agree with such efforts, since non-Mayan people are profiting from the information they’ve learned from Mayans with their site readings and teachings (including from me since I have paid for a reading by them)- but a percentage of Fatih’s profits actually do go to real Mayan communities, as he donates to the Meso Foundation, and Kenneth Johnson has a deep connection to Mayan communities as well, since he was actually initiated as a daykeeper by them. I refuse to go to such lengths before I seek to change the way my toxic privilege affects the indigenous world view. I’d rather be a listener via indigenous wisdom, and cognize how it fits into to what my ancestry has imparted upon me over time, so I can inspire to change the design of future legacies raised in such privilege.

This site, sacredroad.org, is the Saq’be (which translates as “the road”), an Organization for Mayan and Indigenous Spiritual Studies, and has been the closest Mayan Astrology source I’ve found in English, that is visibly most connected to the actual Mayan peoples in it’s presentation, as it is an actual non-profit meant to support them- so I donated there too. Their site also categorizes me as the Knife sign (Tijax/Etz’nab). There are various other sites that would tell you your Mayan astrology sign with explanation, but a solidarity traded reading from a Mayan member, or actually studying with the Mayan people, is an even better way. However, they are forced to fight the toxicolonial lumberjacks destroying their rainforest, while murdering, raping, and trafficking their people- so learning with them is also about learning what toxic-privilege systems have put them through.

I’d use these resources out of curiosity, but only with the discernment between appropriation and reparation. To take the information for yourself without at least thanking or supporting the Mayan community in spirit or materially, is inevitably appropriation- and if you plan to use that information to help bring liberation to the actual Mayan people, then be sure to make that a part of your way of life, to be ethical in your acknowledgement. Identifying as a White Rhythmic Dog through the Argüelles version of Mayan astrology has helped me heal, probably because I allowed my subconscious to put full faith in that description of me, as a placebo effect, while I’ve also experienced the humiliation of having found their way to be more fulfilling than the legacy passed down by more recent ancestors; trying to find the balance in the spiritual emotional satisfaction and the societal rejection in revealing those emotions in certain ways.

In my personal experience, I’ve truly had memorable dreams and spiritual life events line up with the days of my personal Tzolkin calendar. All on the same day, I watched an anime called Children Who Chase Lost Voices- (which features a journey to find something like Quetzalcoatl), kicked out an abusive alcoholic roommate, and found a wandering Husky dog named Sunka (Shoon-Ka) which translates to “Dog” in Lakota (who coincidentally belonged to somebody I knew and looked up to). It wasn’t till later on that day, after all that had happened, that I found out it was my Tzolkin birthday. Another time, I had a very memorable dream that also taught me a lesson about life and death, strategy and acceptance, as two giant figures made out of light pink came out of two obelisk, pinkish-grey stones, and taught me symbolic ideas- then I looked out the window in my dream, and noticed a Deer outside. After I had woken up and checked the calendar, I saw it was the time of the Mayan Deer Trecana. That dream sadly ended as a nightmare showing me my fears- but it gave me a warning about somebody close to me.

I was told that we are all “indigenous” to Earth, but some of us create reality away from Earth due to fear and desire to rule over the future. Studying an indigenous worldview has helped me find myself as a person, because it led me to my root causes. In other Mayan astro calculations, my adult day sign is the Obsidian point or Knife, which is ironically a deep black color (like the pupil of an eye), in contrast to being in the “White” direction (polarity), from my other Mayan sign- like a Yin-Yang. I’ve used the tone of “Rhythmic” to further solidify being a spoken-word artist, singer and dancer. I laugh at the spelling of “Dog” backwards and being named after a goddess at birth, and further I ponder how different the meaning of “White” is when comparing the indigenous version to the toxicolonial script: “white” representing the direction of the “North” in Mayan astrology, and in the privilege of toxicolonial society, I am also a “white persin” via toxic standards of “race.” While I support the human race, our creation of the epidermal-ethnic “races” destroyed our species kinship and has sparked the inflammation of a collective auto-immune disease.

Indigenous astrology has helped me with my mental health issues as I learn to understand notions of “truth” more completely. Indigenous cultures see mental health as a shamanic issue, aiding people with ceremonial plant medicines, enchantments and ritual instructions, as well a collective perspective of their place in community, a practice of intervention- compared to colonial society’s “give em’ a pill and some therapy” (therapist; the-rapist without space), type chronic industrial complex that does not intervene on disease root causes, and does not dive deep enough into the roots of a person’s soul on Earth. The caduceus was stolen and turned into a dollar sign ($), unless we use our actions to turn wealth into health.

Astrology can have a healing effect or a harmful effect- and I’ve experienced both. Faith is an art of mastering your own sense of power, self-consciousness, and respecting that of others, while learning from past and present experiences. Seeking to understand and heal what was once Indigenous within me is the point of learning about Indigenous astrology, while also dedicating myself to the liberation of Indigenous people, through my harm-reduction legacy work, allyship practice, and to reveal how my recent ancestors’ designs of toxicolonialism has harmed many other generations, and that it needs to be reformed, resigned, and reunited with an indigenous world view.

The truth proves that the Indigenous plight has become a hard path, because of toxicolonialism and (mostly white) supremacies poisoning the land. The Earth has been dying from pollution, extinction, and disease, because of the illnesses of greed, narcissism, and the chronic dissatisfaction and ignorance those diseases breed. That is why I also find that using faith within Indigenous Economics, Language, Governance and Star Knowledge systems, will help us heal the pain caused by intergenerational systems of slavery, trafficking and unhealthy habits- because it helps us recognize the root-causes of issues and their pathology by resurrecting ruins, researching sustainability, and clarifying the sanity of our relations.

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AUTOCRACY IS A COLLECTIVE AUTO-IMMUNE DISEASE

This article connects the systemic function of autocracy to auto-immune disorders, in a macro-to-micro pattern of correlation, cause and effect.

  Auto-immune diseases come from the biological occurrence of white blood cells attacking parts of the body due to environmental toxins and social stress exposure. Bodies suffer when homes are displaced, and the political violence enacted for the sake of economic greed is often the root cause of both environmental and social stress toxicities; when mutated nationalist wealth is honored instead of our species’ collective evolutionary health. For example, several forms of arthritis occur when certain white blood cells attack the joints in a body; the flexibility centers that connect bones together to move collectively. Autocracy’s functions are akin to the variety of auto-immune diseases further discussed in the rest of this article.

  Autocracy is a systemic pathology that’s command centers conduct ethno-nationalist, anti-indigenous, anti-Semitic (by etymological definition via 1797: “denoting the major language group that includes Hebrew, Arabic, Aramaic, Assyrianpracticing peoples), racist and sexist offense policy consequences that deceptively claim to be self-defense laws. A disrupted autoimmunity finds itself working to “defend” itself unnecessarily, as it attacks the body instead of defending it (confusing humanity with disease). Racism does this when supremacists of epidermal nature defend skin colors, at the cost of species health. A race traitor or trader is one who harms or enslaves the human race- but due to the collective illness caused by ethno-supremacy, most humans think of a “race traitor” is one who betrays their epidermal or ethnic categories, instead of human traffickers, or acknowledging our species as a whole organism (human) coexisting with other species; balancing a trade of culture and goods.

   We need to transform the idea of colonization. The colon is the body part that further “wrings out” the nutrients from the digestive system, so what’s left over can release out of the body into compost. When the colon is disrupted, an auto-immune disorder called Irritable Bowel Disease or Colon Cancer could occur, among other issues. The colon is an important body part- the pathway for detoxification after a body recycles what it has consumed. When a person does not eat a balanced diet, they can constipate detoxification and inflame the body- similar to how trash constipates and poisons other systems of society, causing global warming. Indigenous worldview has no “trash” because everything recycles when honoring the circle of life we come from. The sphere of our planet is not a triangle or square; but human obsession with pyramid schemes and cubicles of greed birthed the concept of “trash;” a word used as an ignorant excuse to not address the full life cycle of (re)production’s consequential results of existence.

  Even the throne form of sitting down while going potty has been researched and proven as a cultural design, rather than a biological ergonomic design for our bodies, since humans are historically used to squatting while pooping, not sitting and resting muscles that should be “working the ass off” to push crap out of the body, as we have done indigenously. Instead of studying the design of our species, Kings demanded a design that reinforces the hierarchy of their historical throne positioning, and thus birthed a sleuth of lower back weakness and sciatic nerve compression that used to be subsided by the daily squats of bodily detox. In China, they have “squat toilets” that are more ergonomically aligned with human bodily design, but some people of toxicolonized society complain about them despite the more biologically natural design. Remember to thank your maintenance workers, because they’re the ones who keep potties clean and don’t get paid enough for it! 

  Pedophilia is another example of how autocracy is a collective autoimmune disease. Intervening on a child’s growth by grooming them to sexually engage with an adult or older child prevents their ability to evolve healthily, and in fact toxically mutates their brains and bodies. It’s an adult attacking a child, or tricking them to attack their own innocence and independent choice, through coercion and “grooming.” Why is there no “executive Order Banning Pedophila?” As mentioned before, the true “race traders” are human traffickers of labor, sex, and imprisonment, and they are thee most evil people in the world. These “people” are hired to displace and destroy homes for the constructs of military violence, or a “legal system” that excuses wealth and sacrifices health, causing a variety illnesses for our entire species- whether it be narcissistic nationalism, unchecked homicidal ideation, or PTSD and missing limbs from experiencing a genocide... The executives are literally those who execute; some in deceptive murderous genocide and rape culture- and a few others trying their best ethically serve healthy community standards (such as Doctors w/out Borders). 

  People of my same skin and ethnicity force us and others to practice exploitation as if they have to- when we seriously don’t. We’re more than the “woke,” we are the sleep-deprived; being forced onto us are vibrations of alpha & beta, corrupting the states of theta & delta, sending us into games of gamma. The diagram below explains the pleasant emotions connected to the various brain waves, but each level also has stressful emotional types, not displayed on the diagram. The mathematic symbol of “delta” is a trine that represents “change in x amount,” while that same triangle could also represent the Euro-pagan “fire element” symbol. Delta is also the name for the wave of our brains where the most regeneration resides, when our bodies recover the most during the sleep cycle, and it’s also associated with death (COVID “delta strain” and military jargon).

Delta = Change?

During the Deep Sleep Stage of Brain Activity, “Delta” Waves Regenerate/Recover the Body (DreamsTime.com)

Are the triangular formats trying to capitalize the elements? If this were true, we would not be polluting them as we do with fiery obsession.

When wealth steals delta for themselves, the regeneration of our innocent indigeneity to Earth and beyond is sacrificed into nationalist, exploitative competition systems, so a few of our species can live in outer space and have more houses than they’ll ever need. The fire of life is being replaced with fires of death and disease. The great circle of life is being forced into triangle pyramid schemes and cubicles, yet our bodies are shaped like stars- each point (hands, feet, head etc.) “capitalizing” our cores into collective being, doing things together and without choice (our core, and the ores that are mined/mind). We do not have adequate terminology nor funding to address social and psychological auto-immune disorders that are biologically connected to how our political/economic systems influence our bodies and ecosystems. Cognitive behavioral theory has been booming with new research strategies given by A.I. chat large language models, and how language influences behavior, wherein people can now further study how the latter constructs influence subconscious decision-making behaviors.

We could have used minerals to replace the mining systems with robotics, starting from technology’s roots, before we went on to make computer luxuries and genocide drones. Instead, we still have child & adult labor trafficking doing slave mining work, when those humans could be going to school. We need robots to do the mining and the cleanup of mining pollution! I used to be a “healing crystals” collector, until I watched a DW documentary called The Dirty Business of Beauty, about how they are act-u-ally cry-stoles (in most cases)- one of thee most hypocritical economies I have ever seen in my life. Most Rose Quartz sold in stores are not “healing the love” of anybody when children in Madagascar are mining huge chunks of it for ten cents to the dollar, selling them to China & India to be fabricated into face-rollers or tumbled stones etc. — and then sold to parts of the Americas, Europe, Canada, and other places, marketed as so-called “healing stones/crystals.” Some children and adults are literally stoned to death when the mines they're working in collapse.

The idea that these “healing” rocks are tied to is a placebo effect of a programed prayer associated with those in contact with it, as it is that Reiki or telepathic energy that helps the person holding it feel some sort of beneficial gravity program- not simply the stone itself. Astrology acts on the same exact principles of placebo; if you think it’s there, that may be prayer. Multiple people are programming a similar prayer gravity onto the same symbol (such as Rose Quartz to a “loving” energy), then the placebo effect manifests a sensation collectively- but only to an extent! As the same thing occurs with astrological planets and points, a cultural schematic is taught in mass to associate with large physical bodies, then influences a mass gravitational effect through a psycho-social placebo- but it’s never officially proven because not all people think or act exactly the same.

t-Cells are a Type of White Blood Cell; The Myelin Sheath is a Shield that Covers Neurons for Protection

  Peace is a re-legion, and a religion can choose peace, or they can choose violence. How long will it take for revenge to turn into restoration, for wealth to turn into health, for peace to win the war- one battling off a disease at a time (and the battles to prevent them)? Here’s an example of autocratic thinking poisoning something that’s otherwise naturally healthy: the Nordic Rune Algiz is supposed to be symbol for defense, but it’s too often misconstrued with white supremacy offense, wherein a mutative narcissistic form of pride makes killer “cells of whiteness” that cause our species to undergo collective auto-immune disease. Not only does this misconception harm the image of people who are white-natural (peaceful, indigenous Europeans), but they especially harm any target that is not considered a part of “white nationalism.” The white blood cells of the auto-immune system are supposed to defend the body from diseases- not attack the body itself- but sadly, too may white people mistake defense for offense and attack those of our own species because they’re inaccurately programmed to abuse a different form of our species; narcissistically bullying others that don’t look, act, or orient themselves in the way they expect. Disease is not a concept like trash is- it has systemic evidence of being an illness, but trash is a concept that causes disease.

(See the Diversity of White Blood Cell Groups? Diagram from Adobe Stock

“White” or Euro-cultures have diversity within themselves along with war cultures that debate and compete as tribes of strengths and smarts. Braun and brains set a combination that marks the adaptations of a healthy (or heal-thy) evolution of our species, but narcissistic brains are not healthy. The best offense does not equal the most effective defense. A vaccine hurts as it pokes, and when done correctly it truly does prevent a much worse pain of disease occurrence. The tiny poke minimizes a potentially larger danger, and abortion is similar in that way. The best defense is act-IV-ism (activism); insertions of the systemic prevention of illness, transformative protection, and restorative practices. The future should not be the culture of the few; being a language mechanism that has harmed our planet & species far more than it has helped us, as it’s literally manifested that a small group (the tip of a toxic pyramid scheme (or ICE-brrrrg), are feeling & acting out as if they are more worthy than others of our species who evidently struggle more, planning genocide and imprisonment as if they are the king/queen bees commanding stings that don’t need to be stung; wasting money on hatred instead of investing in peace, and imposing themselves forcibly instead of practicing ethical diplomacy.

(Image of Algiz, a Norse Futhark Rune of “protection” - Image from Alamy)

See Algiz? Some of my “white” race use our skin color’s cultural indigeneity to promote a narcissistic disease that kills innocent “others” of our same species. (Reddit)

  See Algiz in the list of White supremacist gang signs above? Some of my “white” race use our skin color’s cultural indigeneity to promote a narcissistic disease that kills innocent “others” of our same species. We are not symbols or bugs, but we can learn from them, and while there are some symbols and “bugs going around” -the root cause of their existences are not recognized or studied nearly enough. There is a reason why Etymology (root of words), and Entomology (root of bugs) sound so similar. From their buzzing morse-like codes, to their ability to carry disease; both influence our health and wealth. Our superhero Marvel and D.C. idolatry culture must learn to address legitimate superbug threats and motives, as often as we critique unrealistic movies. Yet, we’ve seen misinformation and extractive distractions fuel our demise further than we strive to seek the truth. We claim to care about our children, yet not about how overpopulation is destroying their planet, and the massive amount of children being forced to be born without families and systems to truly care for them (orphans). It’s not that superheroes aren’t inspiring- but realistic threats are more pertinent to learn about for the health of our species to be truly protected and “saved” by the truth. Americans tend to know more about these made-up characters than they do the many leaders truly acting on evidence to save our species and the planet.

Bee-Leaf; no be lie?

Autoimmune diseases are a diverse group of conditions characterized by aberrant B cell and T cell reactivity to normal constituents of the host. These diseases occur widely and affect individuals of all ages, especially women.” -(Pisetsky, 2023). Sexism is type of psychosocial autoimmune disorder. The “pathogenesis of autoimmune disorders” also explains that there are “tolerance” levels associated with the function that triggers blood “white” blood cells to fight or not fight. Some studies have even proven that ‘white people” tend to have higher white blood cell counts than “black people. More specifically, in a study on metabolic syndromes (associated with coronary heart disease, type 2 diabetes, with symptoms including obesity, insulin resistance, hypertension, and dyslipidemia) and its connection to “black and white races,” the researchers found that “white versus black subjects had a significantly higher WBC (white blood cell) count in all age-groups… Mean values of WBC increased significantly with increasing number of MetS components with adverse levels in adolescents and adults, with a stronger trend in whites. WBC count was longitudinally associated with MetS in whites only (P < 0.001)… However, “levels of C-reactive protein, another biomarker of inflammation, were found to be significantly higher in blacks than in whites.” -(Chen, Srinivasan, Xu, Berenson, 2010). Another study on WBC conducted through the Center for Disease Control’s National Health Survey from 1971-1975, found the same result (whites have more white blood cells) without a disease correlation (McGrath, 1982).

An example of how racism has prevented our species advancement is in the case of Edward Dwight, who was trained as the first “black” astronaut in 1961 amid a White House campaign to diversify the country’s space programs. Dwight had the support of President John F. Kennedy, but the supremacy autoimmune disorder that infected some whites, ended up sabotaging both men’s ability to move humanity forward. However, in July 0f 2021, during the Biden administration, Dwight finally reached outer space, being the oldest person to have ever flown there (aged 90), surpassing William Shatner. President Biden is also the only president who’s given several different speeches directly denouncing white supremacy, yet while also unfortunately perpetuating a genocide in Palestine. When will we recognize the intergenerational illnesses caused by weapons of mass destruction, rape culture, and an ongoing lack of creative diplomacy?

Ed Dwight in the 1960's in a F-410 “cockpit”

“My whole life has been about getting things done,” Dwight said. “This is the culmination.” He admitted that he had been saying earlier in the day, that he didn’t need the flight in his life- “but I lied” Ed said.

(Ed Dwight in 2021)

As the words and life of Ed Dwight inspire- racism, sexism, rape and genocides are preventing us from “getting things done,” in a good way, to fluidly address threats to our species’ holistic future health outcomes. The 2013 sci-fi movie Elysium is a perfect example of what could happen if we don’t diversify space programs. The smart brown guy that plays Matt Damon’s character’s best friend, helps get him to the seemingly white supremacist ran mothership, so he can decolonize the mass wealth into mass health. We should all aspire to the knowledge of such lengths if we are to reduce the faux security that greed flaunts. To put it simply, racist-epidermal, ethnic and sexist supremacist thought systems, often reinforced by language forms, cause a barrier of cognitive behavioral disease that affects our actions. Too many men and their followers are forcing political prisoners into “cells,” and giving them “be raped or die” choices, such as what happened to Eric King, for being a vegan and throwing a molotov that never actually burned anything down (he also watched the after-effects of other inmates who got beaten and raped by prison guards and never made it out). People who assume Eric is lying about his story, are too scared to face the truth and would rather without any evidence, assume the worst instead of listen to somebody who’d trying his best to articulate the “legal” systemic rape culture and abuse normalized by the Prison Industrial Complex. Telling ourselves that humans have always been like that- while also saying that “we repeat history unless it is changed,” is a hypocritical dichotomy that the exploitation of a-greedy narcissism, faux power, and toxic warcrimes have forced us into; the Autocratic Auto-Immune Diseases within Social Psychology toxically influencing our Biologies & the Environment.

  We need innovations for cognitive behavioral communication systems- in the same way we seek “space and defense” innovations. There is natural hierarchy and faux hierarchies. A natural example is seen in our bodies; our brains, our spines, our hearts especially command the life centers of our experiences unto the rest of our body parts. Faux hierarchies, such as autocratic leaders tricking and treating “sum-other” members of our species into believing they have no choice but to be enslaved, or to passively accept their rules of greed, are damaging ecosystems in the name of economy. An example of this in English language is the spelling of “pore” and the “poor.” There are many pores on a body, and thus many poor in these systemic inequalities. Diseases are caused by imbalanced digestive and recycle systems; by toxic exposures and patterns founded in conceptual manifestations, such as “trash,” by buying too much, giving too little (consumerism), having too much and having less than needed (greed/poverty). The advantage of new technology (material and mental) in honoring nature’s history & elements, can help us prevent this from happening. This includes honoring what heals and prevents disease. I wonder why “Ash” trees have a bug after them- what a trAshed world we live in.

All people who are anti-vax have not fully studied both the degrees of medicine available globally, and the aboriginal holistic history of medicinal “variolation,” that scholars such as Dr. Sophia Marjanovic explains as an indigenous immunologist and microbiologist that advocates for the health of all people- especially those that the ignorance of toxicolonial autocracy harms the most. The rare occurrence of vaccine reactions are mostly due to the lack of funding via the rushed deadlines forced to make medicines quickly, contamination during distribution, as well as rare genetic reactions (that RNA based vaccine research is trying to fix in particular). The COVID pandemic showed us that our wealth system is not set up for a sustainable and efficient health system, since only the wealthy are allowed to be particularly healthy- and even then, sometimes they lose life too.

  Cancers are a type of auto-immune disease also, as it develops within cells that are already in a system. Coincidentally, “Cancer” is also the name of an astrology sign that supposedly describes a realm of “family roots” (according to the Greco-Roman based, English “colony” of spirituality), which also perpetuates a European “white” battling against themselves (since their/our culture made it that way as Greco-Romans, spiritually manifesting a cancer in our roots, unless we shift the spirit of our consciousness). Some astrologers rename that sign as “the crab” or “the dancer” -without using the latter name in their work whatsoever (I saw a young Hindu-Ayurvedic multi-lingual astrologer do this). It could be renamed something in various indigenous languages, like “Pushya” in Hindi (which diversifies what the constellation & planets pertain to and influence with their gravitational pull).

Language and culture diversity is literally akin to the pro and prebiotic cultures that make up the digestion of information in the whole of our species experiences. We use reading and watching videos as cognitive consumption, and what & how it’s presented similarly determines it’s digestion/comprehension path (eating unhealthy content, eating too fast), and is similar to the prebiotic function. Communicating, translating, to artificate, or re-gurgitate the info for oneself or others, is similar to probiotic/colon function (toxi-colonization is like diarrhea/genocide and constipation/traffick/over-population). An imbalanced biotic system of the gut has been proven to cause depression and other forms of illness, as language injustice can lead to oppression, while gut micro biomes regulate the distribution of 5-HT, a key part of Serotonin (Aliouche nd.), and in fact contribute to a massive percentage of how we are feeling mentally (Yano 2015). An imbalanced acknowledgement and appreciation of cultural tolerance has similar effects. There are billions of biotics/cultures that are naturally occurring, and when they are not developed or living a life of digesting nutrients properly, the health potency declines in both the micro-individual level, and in macro-socioenvironmental ways.

“More is Better” research by Winter, Fisher, Scheepers, and Myachykov

A research article published in 2023 in the Cognitive Science Journal proved that English is biased for addition/addictive thinking patterns, instead of subtractive, negative patterns (associating negativity as bad, when in fact being negative on a test for a disease, or being “carbon-negative” is act-u-ally good for our future). Toxic positivity is rarely addressed in “Positive Psychology” (a course I took in my undergrad)- so we need a movement to change the name of it to better acknowledge the Psychology of Peacefulness, Vitality, Wisdom, Ethics, or Indigeneity, being much better titles to explain the content and research, without the consumeristic connotation to positivity that’s been proven in the latter study, or the racialized language, such as positive’s supposed opposite word terminology: “negative” (related to negro). “Content-meant” principles in mental science, can include the way English can function to both support and deny Autocratic economies and narcissistic people. The sacred mean, the “average” in mathematics (the mean), and being “mean” or cruel, while also finding “meaning” in life, all having the same word entitlement, may not be a coincidence. Correlation is not always causation, but sometimes it is, and cognitive behavioral science has been working to prove that.

“Wee” the people need to get together in fews, taking the localized action steps together- to take back what has been de-served, and to reduce and prevent illness and disease. I have harmfully affected the world in my past, and I seek to try my best to improve my actions- as we are all warriors for something, because we all claim a piece of peace for each of us in some way and form.

References:

Aliouche, Hidaya. nd. “The Relationship Between Serotonin and 5-HTP.” News: Medical Life Sciences. https://www.news-medical.net/life-sciences/The-Relationship-Between-Serotonin-and-5-HTP.aspx

Arpan, 2019. Immune Tolerance and autoimmunity (overview)” Animated biology With arpan on YoutTube. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vDwNpDT-8L0

Chen, Srinivasan, Xu, Berenson, 2010. “Black-White Divergence in the Relation of White Blood Cell Count to Metabolic Syndrome in Preadolescents, Adolescents, and Young Adults: The Bogalusa Heart Study” Diabetes Care, National Library of Medicine, PubMed Central. https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC2963517/

DW Documentary. “The dirty business of beauty.” DW.com, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eAIKvD_gLJo

Landyback, Paxen-Atheme Rose. 2025. “The Englitch Research Proposal: English Design Bias and Supplements to Improve the Language Art of Peace” asdrawlogy. https://www.asdrawlogy.com/healingual/the-englitch-research-proposal

Marjanovic, Sophia Dr. 2024. “Staying Vigilant: Keeping our relatives safe as new viruses emerge.” Native Science Report. https://nativesciencereport.org/2024/06/staying-vigilant/

McGrath, Cornelia R. 1982. “Total White Blood Cell Counts for Persons Ages 1-74 Years With Differential Leukocyte Counts for Adults Ages 25-74 Years: United States, 1971-75.” Data From the National Health Survey Series 11, No. 220, Library of Congress. https://www.cdc.gov/nchs/data/series/sr_11/sr11_220.pdf'

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USING A.I. FOR ANTI-TERRORISM

Taking the tiara away from la tierra is true terrorism! Last edit on 10/29/2025.

I’ve experienced subtle domestic attack by Trump led forces, as a citizen being targeted by intragovernmental abuse of technology. Before I explain the technology they are using, I must explain what led to it in the past. Cleve Backster (1924-2013) was a C.I.A. “interrogation specialist” that is most known for inventing the lie-detector test (polygraph), and founded the Backster School of Lie Detection. However, he also studied the consciousness of plants and “remote viewing” (of which people in the C.I.A. are trained to learn). He found that if he put sensors on a plant, and thought about cutting that plant from inside a different part of the room, the plant sensed the intent and produced chemicals similar to fear; he essentially proved Extra-Sensory-Perception (ESP) is a legitimate experience of life- but we are not taught about it in public schools (as of yet). In a previous post, I talk about ESP, or more specifically, “telepathy” in regards to “subconscious micro-aggressions” embedded in language design. However, although language forms can inspire cognitive behaviors, the actionable intent of people can override those sequences of influence. In a response to a specific technology being tested and used on Americans deemed unfit for the current administration’s preferences of citizenship, we need to start using this technology for peaceful activism and ethical community organizing.

This is not the first time I have been targeted, along with many others, by the Trump administration. In 2017, some people within the C.I.A., the Defense Advanced Research Projects agency, and the Air Force, were using drones to “psych people out” and inspire mental health crises in specific targets. This is not the first time a government agency has been used to inspire “insanity” within citizens that question or disagree with administration narratives. I learned this also from the documentary, Mirage Men, where former C.I.A. agents explain how they purposely made a guy “go crazy” and think that “aliens” were after him, when in fact it was government employees affecting his “intelligence” and what was “central” to his cognitive functioning. Anyways, I distinctly remember a drone using sonar biosurveillance to detect me, and then used a type of barometer-led weapon to change the natural state of my brain wave functioning. At the time, I was about 22 years old and I did not know what was happening to me, I honestly thought I was schizoaffective and that my drug-use had amplified it- which also made me a perfect target for them (since I was under the influence sometimes, it was easy to blame my drug use on all of my mental health problems, when that was only one aspect of many different dimensions of what was affecting me at the time).

Nowadays I am totally sober, so I’m a harder target to affect. When I was hospitalized for my “mental health” in 2017-2018 I had no idea what DARPA was until a whistle blower mental health technician at the Aurora mental hospital admitted to me that she was studying “epigenetics” and her boyfriend worked for DARPA. When I got out of the hospital, I looked up what DARPA was, as I had never heard of the agency before that tech hired to “watch over the milieu” of the mental patients, had mentioned it. This version of the administration is different now, and here’s why: A.I. and deep-faking people’s consciouness. If tech has the ability to read brain waves (which it does) with secret sensitive detectors (not publicly commercially sold, but used privately in the military), when wifi waves are basically everywhere in dense metropolitan areas these days (induction charging or Bluetooth; connection without wires), our cognition could be affected by those who can manipulate waves. I was in 5 Points Denver in 2017-2018 (a historically Black neighborhood that’s marginalized residents are too often targeted).

The exact experience I’ve had recently was feeling the “sensation” of my family members, or people I work with “wishing me unwell.” I saw in my Ajna (आज्ञा), or 3rd eye chakra, or R.E.M wave-length processing as I was trying to go to sleep, a sort of “psychic attack” of mental images of people I am close to “communicating” with me in a sort of hateful way. This article further explains how A.I. is influencing dreams. If you start questioning your pre-sleep dream is being affected, lucidly connect to your surrounding and see if you can hear a low humming noise from the sky, and try to give feedback or “talk back” to the mental signature (with Ajna not Vishuddha (विशुद्ध). Use your own Mantra (vocal), Yantra (visual) and Tantra (movement/energy) to take back the gravitational pull of your own dream-experience; the roots of your behavioral cognition- sort of like that one SpongeBob episode. This is why prayerful “protection” spells are popular for people to use, because prayer affects cognition -but they should not be used for the manifestation of violence; the too often made mistake of “the best defense is always having thee most intensely hurtful offense.”

I telepathically communicate back to surveillant invasion or manipulation sometimes, to “demodulate” their modification (see the link I posted latter about the barometer) and told them that I knew what they were trying to induce in me (paranoia and self-hatred). I suggest sliding camera covers, because sometimes those with ability to hack your camera do take screenshots/video of you, or actively try to influence your behavior by viewing you (or your kids). In fact, I know my own father does this to people, having had an E5 level military background. I deal with enough self-loathing from my natural guilt complex (something I wish my adversaries had the humility to find within themselves), thus another reason they see me as an easy target (emotionally sensitive). I feel so bad for all the other people who don’t have ESP knowledge, those who seriously think they are going crazy, or know they are being messed with but cannot properly explain why they think that, and those who don’t use the camera-cover slide over their webcam and phone cameras (especially to protect against pedophile hackers and NSA).

I use Sanskrit Hindu language to best explain to a mental/social way out, because English is limited in its land-gauge design to explain sovereign mindfulness, since it’s been specifically crafted to control people for a monotheistic, monopolized, “economy” (no-competition capital/ol-ism) and for using biblical religion, instead of ecology, as a cover for the greed and weaponry that enforces a low competition capitol/al-ism (are we agreed/a-greed, or in a common accordance?). Language formats vary in crafting the explanation of certain mental health complexes depending on the context, without having to use extra gravity/energy towards decolonizing layers of consciousness.

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I know I will be called a “conspirator” and further targeted for explaining what is going on, as these mind-altering weapons are being used to protect a sick narrative of nation-hood, instead of for healing our common humanity and upholding our species with the best ethical standards. Ethics is not religion, it is the expectations we set for ourselves to be respectful, peaceful, loving, healthy relatives and members of society. Religion can influence ethics, but they are not the same thing (unless your religion is ethics itself). Nobody is perfect at upkeeping ethical standards- the instinct to control sometimes has me caught up in name-calling or yelling too loud now and then, out of frustration- but I have the intuitive humility to admit my wrongs and do everything I can to not make the same mistakes I did in the past. I have transformed my behavior significantly over time. although what remains is my will to seek why the collective love of life has been so distorted for and by humanity. I’m not saying all Euro languages have a consumeristic greed complex, English was/is used to control the narrative of Euro people under Kings prior to it being used for the same on other cultures all over the world, now for ethnic-economic reasons more than anything. Humans should want to learn a language art for the beauty of it, not simply because it’s an economic imperative or imprisonment.

I seek to be a good role model for future generations, so they can grow up to learn what (r)Evolution truly is: when mind, body, and spirit is balanced in the most ethical way- not crafted for a certain regime to rule, but rather when the most natural state of being is thriving in its strongest form. Not strength as in having control of the most lethal weapons- but strength as in the responsibility to wield or recycle them to inspire the optimum health of all individual sovereignty, created equal, for the pursuit of happiness and justice for all. A nation where we are in a united state with the common “denominator” of humanity’s basic needs; the common accordance to feel safe, to feel at peace with their nation, to have clean air, water, and soil, to be nurtured. However, when a “denomination” is a religious preference, or refers to the most populated “race” category- rather than the natural denominator of basic needs as a species and planet- then a nation is forced to believe that the common denominator is their religious or racial right, instead of humanity’s necessities for protection- for defense of species; interdependent on planets. Not for a specific section of a species.

Humanity’s natural will is being controlled by governments, instead of guided by them. Big brother is not supposed to be a bully. but too often a big bother he is, and he is not being redirected enough otherwise. If one cares for religion or race more than their own species, they are making their species sick; mutating on their own path of dissent, literally making themselves into a seperate mutation of humanity, instead of evolving as a whole, together, united. Narcissisms, greed, and violence are the main culprits of this cognitive behavior steering our species away from itself and its evolution. For they steer us into nationhood over ethics, as toxic mutations (muting other nations of humanity). It’s not simply about “going up” -it’s about “growing up.” Mature people acting insanely immature, normalizing bullying, pedophilia (very immature), and greedy behaviors, continues to kill our world. That, my dear reader, is true terrorism.

Maya Angelou - Famous Author

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SCRIED ON ORANGE SHIRT DAY 2025

RESPECT THE TRUTH OF OUR HISTORY; EVIL SHALL NOT BE HONORED!

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HUMAN CAPITAL

This is graded content from my Finance for Organizational Success course via Fall 2025.

According to Investopedia, "human capital" is a type of "intellectual capital" that defines the value of employees' (for profit) and constituents' (non-profit) "experiences and skills," such as their investment in "education, training, intelligence, health, loyalty and punctuality." According to morale, humans are not supposed to be measured according to economic worth. However, that point is violated by human traffickers, some trade war secrets as "intangible assets," and certain prediction technologies that for example, guess life span based on habit cues, or other x/y/z+ indicators that sort of act as depreciation or amortization summaries (inadequate algorithm healthcare fraud). Astrology is a practice that kind of does this too, as it claims to predict events or people's worth/personalities, and astrologers make a profit from it as a "service" or "consultation." Then of course, the topic of being "fair trade" would denote a company truly values their human capital by paying them "fairly," while many companies that boast about their human capital are not act-u-ally using fair trade practices, or they are polluting areas that damage human/animal environmental health systems.

Certain human capital investments can be calculated as expenses, dedicated to employee retention, training, and appreciation, that can be deducted from taxable income. Examples include how much the company pays out for health benefits, training labor and materials, some production and human resources costs, and of course wages, commissions and bonuses. The Investopedia article cites a company called Skandia, that developed the first model to connect "human capital" and "structural capital" to macroeconomic trends through "intellectual capital" data points, as a sort of "knowledge flow" (similar to "cash flow"), to create "innovation capital" for "development and renewal" purposes. The company uses the model in their reporting structure, and it has been honored as leading tool to further capitalize company values and further explore their "relationship capital" connections.

Another contrary point to make is that when people sue for assault, discrimination, defamation, emotional distress and the like, a judge would eventually have to put a price on the reparative amount for the human suffering- which is sometimes between a company and person's labor or image, and involves monetary settlement and/or prison time. As mentioned, some companies give "fair" employee perks, but when it comes to sourcing materials, they don't go further to fair trade the labor of their product materials. Some companies simply use the term for marketing, and tax related benefit, valuing only some people considered employees worth recognizing (while others suffer), as less companies have proven to truly honor "human capital" as a morally serious imperative. Usually, "human rights" in comparison to "human capital," relates to nonprofit missions- but sometimes nonprofits, and more particularly the "foundations" that grant them, use exploitative and environmentally toxic practices too (a.k.a. the Nonprofit Industrial Complex).

When it comes to hostage trading in war and the Prison Industrial Complex, the idea of "human capital" works at it's most exploitative measure. More often we can find human labor trafficking exploitation (particularly of the less educated), in areas that are designated "Special Economic Zones" (SEZs), which're often dismutual borderlands, while international trade secrets are protected from any Freedom of Information Act (FOIA) request, being a "protected clause" along with underground geographical maps (which hide nuclear bases and other vaults). In that, any public outsider would never be able to request information regarding those certain capital/tol protection structures, which is sometimes the root of evading accountability for some human rights, while paradoxically, is also the most potent protection for national rights (of which "human" definition(s) are at times disregarded for national capitol/tal preferences).

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INCITE.org. 2004. "Beyond the Nonprofit Industrial Complex" INCITE! https://incite-national.org/beyond-the-non-profit-industrial-complex/

Kenton, Will. 2025. "What is Human Capital?" Investopedia. https://www.investopedia.com/terms/h/humancapital.asp

Landyback, Paxen. 2021. "Petition: The Definition of Fair." Care2. https://www.thepetitionsite.com/298/112/476/the-definition-of-fair/

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ANARCHY & FAIRNESS?

ʎɥɔɹɐuɐ is a way of deconstructing hierarchies and destroying concepts of organized domination… but what are the steps after deconstruction? Is there even a single word for it? It’s certainly not “fair” or is it? ≧◠ᴥ◠≦✊ Last edit on 10/29/25.

🗲Anarchy is about deconstructing the current hierarchies in place, and there are many forms that destabilization takes place, both in violent and nonviolent ways; mostly inbetween. Anarchy is a step within the process of recognizing societal change, the desire to dismantle and understand the true “meaning” of “fairness.” What is the next step after deconstruction? The post-anarchy where we re-organize our selves into a better form of arch and allocation? If anarchy naturally includes itself in the political process, than it must be part of the planetary re-cycle; the equal opposite of hierarchy, of which we see in natural forms, and through human-enforced greed and social systems. 🗲

🗲 Perhaps the steps we take after anarchistic action is Egalitarianism, Indigenous Land Management, Permaculture, Mandalistic Systems, Green Socialism, or Tiny Home Villages. Perhaps there’s no centralized word for it because actions tend to matter more than words, yet words are also forms that inspires action. Words can influence our thoughts as “cognitive behavior” patterns, of which motivate our actions, and when our words are rooted in designs such as racism, sexism and poverty, we must find the comprehension to unite our instincts (what greed seeks to divide) and intuition (what greed seeks to conquer), in order to re-construct our movements for improved elemental flow dynamics. 🗲

🗲 In an effort to make English words less supremacist/hierarchal, I started a petition to the popular English dictionaries to change the definition of the word “fair” in relation to it’s multiple “meanings:” being equal or just, or being light colored in one’s complexion; I do not believe that the light complexed are the “fairest” hue-mans of the land, although sometimes they do in fact seek ethical action, but those multiple meanings for the same phonetic sound is systemically encapsulated in the English language design. The “air” is shared by all races, and to be “fair” is to share the air. Yet white supremacists are making others colors of our species and other species go “I CAN’T BREATHE!” Other people have successfully changed the definitions of English words, as noted in the petition link below, so I too hope to succeed in this effort.🗲

click —> Please sign to petition the definition?

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